There She Goes Again[Brie]

[Illusion Avery Rayne]

Oh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass.

Wow, after getting those lyrics from her cousin Brent. Illusion thought it said it all. What more did she need to say? Nothing that's what. Illusion was going threw one of the last phases of her break up with Cody, acceptance. Oddly enough her brain was clearer now. No longer did she have to wrack her brain, always thinking of Cody. Go Illusion. Maybe Kel was right, putting so much pressure on Illusion, finally made her see, Illusion would have to talk with her sister, sometime soon. Illusion had to know.

Sighing as the song played in her head, Illusion walked down to the garden. She hadn't been here in awhile. A long while now that she thought about it. During her first year and once in her second year. Comming to the final step, Illusion looked around the lovely garden. Almost like home. Skipping along the flowers, Illusion found a open peice of ground and took a seat. She had to wonder how her friend Brie was fairing, with her whole Brayden sitch.

[Brie Alley]

As everyone seems to be growing up. She is staying the same, and clearly. She can't take it. This girl hates the fact that aduring winter break. It will be a year since her Mom's pass on. And the fact that all of the memories wouldn't go away, was bad.

Her life was a living nightmare. Every night she woke up in what seemed to be hell. This just wouldn't stop. An it clearly has taken over her mind. Her thoughts were haunted by her mother's face. And her mouth, was filled with those sweet, and caring words. But last. Her nose, was filled with the scent of perfume. The kind that filled the air.

As a smile simple, fake smile crossed her face, when she saw a familiar friend. One that seemed to be all alone in the garden. And she seemed to be upset. This girl knew why too. She walked over to her friend. And stood next to her. "Hey." That was all that came out of her mouth.

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[Illusion Avery Rayne]

Illusion was in deep thought about who she'd talk to. She had to wonder if any of her friends, we're ever going to talk with her again, even if she and Cody had broken up. Which them together didn't help her friendships. Of course, Brie and Jacob we're the exception to that rule. Then again, so was Brent, but he was family, family we're always the rule breaking exception.

Looking around the lovely garden with it's bright colors and fresh smell made Illusion smile. Hearing someone speak to her, Illy looked up. It was Brie, "Hey Brie." Illusion said with a smile. As she moved over in the spot she sat in so Brie could sit. "I'm sure you've heard already, but you might as well hear it from me, Cody and I broke up." she said with a small smile. She knew Brie already knew, everyone did.

Now it was time for Illusion to play, how are you card. "I heard about, the Nessa sitch. I'm sorry that it happened, I just wished they didn't have to drag you into the picture. It wasn't your fault." Illusion told Brie, that was another thing Brie probably knew, yet she might not. It was better to hear it from someone other than themselves to make them feel better. Even if that person is a really close friend, and you might think that they are only saying that to make you feel better. Of course this was part of Illusions intention. BUT she had to say it, because it was the thoughts that Illusion thought.

[Brie Alley]

As if there was anyone to talk to anymore. They all blamed her for the breakup between Nessa, and Brayden. She hated being blamed. It made her really sad. And now, since this. She is acting as if. This blue sky needs to rain down on her. As if that would ever happen.

Well, true friends weren't hard to find. The one friend was standing right beside her. And this friend actually knew how to button, her buttons. Meaning, she knew what to do, and what not. She glanced over at her. And then smiled. This time, it was a real one. "Illusion, I knew. And did you hear, he is dating Ally Trinton. Can you believe it ?" She sighed.

What was wrong with Cody. Illusion was great to him. She looked at Illusion. And grabbed her arms. Now then Brie put them on her heart. "You have my heart friend." She hoped that it would make her feel better. Then the whole Brayden thing came up. She then looked to the ground. "Well. I am trying to avoid him at all costs. I am not ready to let him know, how I wrecked everything."

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[Illusion Avery Rayne]

"Well you didn't do it intentionally. I'm sure he knows that. Who knows, Nessa and him might still get back together. Or Brayden will move on or Nessa will move on. That's just how relationships go. Just because, there is alittle BUMP, in their relationship everything falls appart. You can't just go around, and blame yourself for something that you had no control over, your own heart, it's not like you wanted them to break up. So buck up." Illusion told Brie. "Also, avoiding him is worst off. Because the less you talk with him, the more it hurts both of you." she said with a shrug.

Of course she knew about Cody and Ally. The little git. Well the little gits. She probably will never talk with Cody again. Not because they broke up. Illusion was fine with their break up. No the fact that he's going out with the only person, who came between Cody and Illusion a term ago. It made Illusion feel, as if she didn't matter anymore. The two, had just broken up, then the little ex-boyfriend seducer came into the picture and ruined everything. Causing any feelings towards Cody to go down a black hole. "Yeah, I know about Cody and the little buggar. I know it's bad to think ill thoughts of anyone, but I hope he breaks her heart like he did with me." she said stubbornly.

Illusion smiled at her best friend. "I know I always have you. My best friend in the world, is way better than a any guy. Especially, Mr. Cody and Mr. Brayden. Oh, Mum sent me a letter, letting you know, that all your stuff was moved into your new room. She said she didn't un-pack anything, she said you can unpack when term is over, and make it look nice, and paint it." Illusion said. She knew that Brie would like that, the feeling of having a home, was a great one.