lost,but not found (Sakura/continue)

[ryanowl]

(((Well, like the title, we continue where we left off. Here is the final post)))

Ryan laughed a little. He didnt know why he found Sakura's Comment funny, but he did for some unknown resion. He had grown up living in a place like this, and he would be fine, well, fine enough without being inside of a hut.

"I can survive this without too much problem. There is a good posibility that I will get cold, but so would anyone else who is soaking wet laying on the ground. Just relax, we will do beter if we conserve our energy for other uses."

He looked at her, smiling slightly, then looked away. There was a look of lost in her eyes, and somthing that seemed like she wanted to kill somthing. He wouldnt say anything about this. He thought he could feel what she felt, loosing someone. He had felt it before he came here, and all of his memories have started to come back to him once he had met Sakura.

[Sakura Haruno]

Saving energy, for what, killing maybe. Sakura hadn't killed anything but a couple of flys, or other intents. That was her idea of murder, but not her idea of Suicide, and this little 'Camp out' didn't seem much like Suicide at all. Even know she hated rain for some reson, it couldn't be that bad...
Also Ryan owl seemed to know what he was doing, He was probably used to this, but Sakura was just in his way of survival, maybe. She had to keep watch of what Ryan did, so she knew more about living in a wild place like this. She had come in here to get lost, and she got it.

"Even know we are doing so much now, in the future, we will probably forget all that happened here, we wont even remember we went here in early November....Maybe, unless you really are taking interest in what is happening, all I will remember is killing anything if I do while we are here. "

She wondered, if they would have to live here forever, maybe they wuold, and try to get help from other students as they came by, but they could never seem to reach them. OR, maybe, they would die here ammediately because there really are strange things and people lurking in these tight areas. They might even get eaten by the maze, alive, from the insides out, and be one of the strange henchmen, to terrorize any other students that entered the school property.

"Do you even want to live?"

She asked aloud, not meaning to actually say iy, but she didn't even know that she had even said it. Just more of her thinking aloud. Sakura didn't really care about living right now, some of the things there amazed her, and some were frightening. But maybe she could live to see more of this. She didn't really care, maybe Ryan did....

[ryanowl]

Do you even want to live?[/i]

Ryan frounded at her comment. Ryan has been fighting to live all his life, and he never had many of the things he had now. Not one second had he thought that he wanted to live. It took him a moment to answer. Even before the words left his mouth, he was thinking about what to say.[/color]

"This is one question that is never easy to answer. You may think that there is no resion to live, until you stared death in the fase, as I have on more than one occation. Only then can that be answered. I have been rying to live all my life, taking lives of many creatures to make it easier for me to live, but it is, and always will be, difficult."

RYan sighed, thinking back in his live, up to when he lost his memory, and he almost let out a small cry at his life, but all that changed after his village, and everyone in it, was distroyed, and killed. He forced them down, and spoke again, but it was softer than before.

"We all have much to live for, to look forward to. Life wont be easy to pass through, but with help from other people, we all can live it to its fullest."

Ryan smiled in the darkness, and patted Sakura's leg with his right hand, and flinched when some dirt seeped into his still bleeding wound. He sat up, ripped off his left sleeve, and started to fashion a bandage for his arm.

[Sakura Haruno]

It was hard to make a choice. She could live, because Ryan probably was, so she could just try, a little bit longer, just to stay and help her friend out for any reason. Even if she had to die. There wasn't a reason to make someone else commit Suicide.

'I'll live, for now, just so that I can know some more about school and stuff. And to meet more people. I'm not sure about living ti to the fullest."

They would have to wait, and wait, and wait, what if they would die from waiting. Starving. Or dying of thirst. Suffocating, somehow, also being kidnapped by the evil guardians. Witch wouldn't be comfortable. Those puzzle pieces wouldn't fit into their Jigsaws...

Looking at Ryans arm wound, she started to feel like they shouldn't stay in one place. they had to move on somehow, somewhere, but this place.

"Don't you think that we could move, before things get worse, in the dark will make things more interesting..."

She almost laughed at her own little joke. But didn't, their lives were still on top of the food chain in this place. They had to escape.

[ryanowl]

"You should stay alive for as long as posible. No one should die if they have anything to look forwards to. Even people like me, who have staired death in the eyes, countless times before, dont want to die just yet.

Ryan almost smiled as Sakura decided to live, even if it was just for a little longer. She shouldnt think she should die, and that thought hasnt crossed his mind before. He was raised to survive in places hard to live in, so surviving was narural to him. he didnt want to die.

Sakura's next comment made him smile. She wanted to go where it was darker, Ryan took it. It was dark here, but perhaps not dark enough. Back the way he came, he remembered he seen a cave. It was hiddedn and burried it the ground. Bushed hid the entrence, but, if you had the training Ryan had, it would be easy to spot.

"There is a cave, back that they way we came, before I found you here. It should suit your need easy. Come on. If we are going, now would be best."

Ryan smiled again, and rose up from the ground. he held out a hand to help Sakura up. It may be a bad night to be outside, but that doesnt mean that he shouldnt be mean and not help Sakura up. He was nicer that ne looked.

[Sakura Haruno]

Sakura accepted Ryans help up. Finally, at least one little place to go, instead of staying in the open. She spotted the cave and slowly lurked twords it. I wonder...what if something is trying to survive in it already... They would just have to share space.

"I hope that this cave is deserted..."

She said, still, it wouldn't be fun being all alone, but, it was better than having to live with a strange beast. Or maybe they would see some old and dead bodies from some old survivors. It was strange, if you hear that someone saw a dead body, then you always want to go and see for yourself. That was what Sakura felt, she would see something interesting. Like a old hotel, at least, no better...

"Survial."

She spoke strangly, wondering why she had said that, but still that was want she wanted to do, at least for now. It had a weird feeling to be surviving, but she knew how to survive, a little. She once saw a man that ate the eyeballs out of a dead Lama, and then he chewed the bodies off of Larva. He used the Larva for bait and fish. And then he ate some egg sacks off of branch. Strange, but a way to survive.

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Sorry to make it so short... And a little Corny, but I have a short time...[/size]

[ryanowl]

"I know it is. There is no movement, and I can almost tell where anyone is at any moment." RYan was talking about than situation awareness. It was essential for anyone good hunter, and anyone who needs to survive. It is one of his secrets to his success as a survivor. "You could almost say that is is a power, but it just takes training to learn it. It was easy for me to pick up, but I was training sence the time I could walk."

Ryan gave a harsh smile at the ground as he remembered his past live, the one that was ripped from him. He hated everyone who did that, but they were all dead. He made sure of that before he came to Trios. A short. almost maniac laugh. It didnt suit him at all.

"People can survive without trying. Others force themself to survival. Ther are all here, in different people. I tested them, without thinking, when I was in danger, and when I wasnt. I dont speek much of my history, to anyone, not even my best friends. I try to forget it, but I cant, seing as I dream of the harshness every night.

There was harshness in his voice as he spoke, but, as he spoke, he moved the bushed hiding it, and jumped down the hole. It was a 20 feet drop strait down, but he can fall further without even hardly feeling anything. he turned, and helled up at Sakura to jump down. He stood there, waiting to catch her at the end of her fall. He didnt think she would do so well, and he would do it for anyone.

(((Dont worry about it. most of mine are like that.)))