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[harlequin]

Dezi
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Harley has been here for all about a week and something.Can not remember exactly.Long enough though.And yet she had never been to the Pier.Not even the last time she was here.Nope...not once.So maybe..just maybe she would go.And try not to fall in the water or drown.Because this girl could not swim...shhh.She hates water except to drink and take showers and stuff.But pools and the lake give her the creeps.

Harley thought about the past few months.She had left for a whole term and missed out on everything.She had left her friend Dezi,behind.So sad...I know and what ever happened to Izzie she was so hardcore.She had the last name Goth.Like the stereotype.Constantino disappeared and she was left with zip.No one.Dezi was probably still around but he probably forgot who she was.Or did he.

It was a little cold outside and wait till she got near the water.All she had was a pink t-shirt with teh muffins and teh clouds on them she also had skinny jeans and her favorite vans the ones with teh chocolate colored dinos.But it was cold and how stupid she was too forget her Jack the Pumpkin King sweatshirt.What and idiot.Harley walked along the edges of the pier and glanced down in the water.She gulped loudly and swallowed hardly.Harley slowly walked away from the edge and to the center.A place she could not fall in.She shivered and thought about going back before she got sick or something.Because she did not want to be a sickie.

[robotboy]

Ugh. These last few days had definitely not been good ones. Aaryn was the reason why, really. The dance hadn't been a good one. Sure, it was fun with Cateline and all, but after she left, things got a bit bad. Anyways, he didn't want to think about it. It was all very confusing, though, and he couldn't help that it was the only thing on his mind. Anyways, he was wearing a long sleeved, bright green shirt with a robot on the front and black skinny jeans. Bright green high top Converse were on his feet, and over top of his shirt was a purple sweater and a purple bandana was around his neck. His black hair was its usual straight, scene looking self.

Anyways, he decided to get some fresh air. That's why he was dressed so warmly. Yet, even in his shirt and sweater, he was cold. Mhmm. It would probably snow soon. He couldn't wait, really. Snow was amazing. Winter was, too. Because he could skate and snowboard and have snowball fights and make snowmen and all that jazz. Dezi let his feet do the walking, and eventually found himself at Rickety Pier. Ugh. Why did he keep coming back to this place? It only held bad memories. Stupid Pier. He glared at it. ]:

There was a girl standing in the center of the pier who looked about his age. And as he got up closer, he recognized who it was. His mouth practically fell open in shock. One of the first people he'd ever met when coming to the school! With a dashing smile, he walked up behind her and draped his sweater over her shoulders from behind. She was only wearing a t-shirt, for goodness sake. He at least had a long sleeved shirt on now that she had his zip-up hoodie.

"Harley!" he exclaimed, wrapping his arms around her in a hug. "Back from your disappearing act, hm? How've you been?" Dezi was very glad to see her, and glad that his mind was now taken off of his ex-girlfriend and almost girlfriend.

[harlequin]

Harley sighed, god she wanted to cry.Harlequin ran her fingers through her hair.Not, concentrating on how cold she was.Harlequin kicked a tiny pebble into the water and watched it sink.Harlequin glanced at her reflection.Her eyes were not as bright as usual.They were dull, they were not icy anymore.She, was miserable.Her life sucked.God, she missed everyone.Constantino...her ex-boyfriend who she had once loved was gone.Everything, was slipping away from her.Her warmth, was slipping away as well.

Harlequin shivered once more then tried to concentrate on something that would not make her cry.Maybe, her life would have been better if she has sticked around.But, oh well.She walked around in circles and combed her long dark hair out of her eyes.She, then heard footsteps but ignored them.Harlequin then heard someone shout her name and drap their sweatshirt around her.It smelled like, Dezi.Dezi huh.Harlequin quickly whipped her eyes there were getting filled with tears but yet she had not shed a tear.Harlequin had too much on her mind.

No way.Harlequin slowly turned to face the person that had yelled her name.One of the first people she had met.Besides Izzie...tear."Dezi!"She said, hugging him back."Um.Yeah, sorry about that."She said.Harlequin wondered what was up with Dezi."So.What have you been up to."She questioned him.Harlequin was glad to see him.Surprised he still knew who she was.But, of course he would.Who could forget.HardcoreHarley?

[robotboy]

Hopefully his sweater smelling like 'Dezi' wasn't a bad thing. Hopefully he smelled good or something. Seeing her wipe her eyes, he wondered if she had been crying. Hardcore Harley, cry? No, it was impossible! Why would she be crying, anyway? He was curious, but he didn't really want to ask her quite yet. If at all. Girls cried a lot. They cried if their favourite cookie was eaten by someone else. They cried if a boy didn't pay as much attention to them that day than others. They cried a lot. He wasn't sure if he wanted to get caught up between a girl and her sad story. Sure, he loved to make people feel better, but sometimes it was kind of awkward.

Glad that the girl knew who he was, he smiled. It would have been a pretty uncomfortable situation if he hugged her and gave her his sweater, and then she was like, 'who are you?' Yeah, that would have been bad. Luckily, she knew who he was. Chuckling a little, he shook his head a bit. He didn't mind that she disappeared. Of course, he had missed her greatly, but he didn't hate her for leaving. He could never hate her.

Pulling back from her so they could talk properly, he sighed a bit. Grabbing her hand, he pulled her so that they were sitting in the middle of the pier, facing out towards the water. Side by side. Letting go of her hand, he looked out at the water for a second. Harley was pretty much one of his only friends at this place, and all his emotions were building up inside, so he should talk to someone, right? Harley seemed like a perfect candidate. Hopefully she wouldn't be annoyed about hearing all his problems.

"Where to start..." he murmured. Taking a deep breath, he fiddled with his shoe laces and said, "After you left, I started dating Alessa. We were good for awhile and I really liked her. But we both kind of disappeared and I stopped caring for her like that. I met this girl, Aaryn, and she was pretty cool. One day, she tripped and fell. Onto my lips. And we started to make out. But I was still technically going out with Alessa at the time. That all got into the Gossip Column and I was called a cheating scum bag."

Dezi paused for a moment, glancing over at Harley to see what she would think of him for kissing a girl while dating another. "I stopped kissing Aaryn, though! Like, right as soon as I thought of Alessa. Anyways, she broke up with me. Nothing happened with Aaryn and I for awhile. It was pretty awkward. She told me she was dating this guy, Pierce. She went to the ball with him and I went with this girl, Cateline. Well, I saw Pierce and Aaryn kissing and kind of shoved them apart, telling Pierce off and all. So yeah... That's what I've been up to."

Brown eyes looked at Harlequin again, wondering what her reaction would be to all of this. He felt terrible inside, because he was really a pretty depressed kid. His eyes probably showed that, and he was afraid Harley would... I don't know... tease him?

[harlequin]

His sweater smelled like Dezi.But, it was a good thing.I guess, it depends if you think Dezi smells good or not.Dezi smells awesome!?No, she had not been crying.She wanted to but, she had not.She was too strong for this.She was hardcore harley after all.Hardcore.Harlequin waited for Dezi's response but in the mean time she would just guess what had happened with him.She did not think he was depressed but who knew.Harlequin's dull blue orbs stared into the water.Why was she here anyway? This place made her depresses.Water is depressing.Actually, water that you can drown in, is depressing.

Harlequin felt Dezi's warm hand against hers then they ended up in the middle of the pier.She was somewhat depressed but, not depressed that she needed to share it with someone.Even though, Dezi might be a good listener.Plus, her depression was none sense.Not like anyone cared anyway.Dezi then began talking and Harlequin listened.Geez.He was telling her the whole story.So, she got in that he was dating Alessa, and he made out with Aaryn when he was dating Alessa.Harlequin glanced away from Dezi, and frowned.She never would have thought that Dezi would do such a thing.She had heard of Alessa but never met her.She never heard of or, seen Aaryn.Probably never would Dezi equals bad.]:

He had more?Goodness.She continued to listen.She caught in that Aaryn was dating some guy named Pierce and that Dezi got mad when she saw them kissing.Jealous much.Harlequin continued to frown then she glanced back up at Dezi her expression changing slightly."Wow."Yes wow was all she could say at the moment.Okay.So, Harlequin had a record of not being a good listener, especially with peoples problems.But, that had changed lately.She had actually listened.Poor Dezi.Half of her felt bad for him and half of her was a little shaky."Um, so....do you like Aaryn?"She questioned him.

Dezi, seemed like such a good person.But, he had cheated on Alessa with Aaryn.Harlequin glanced down at her shirt, and began fiddling with the bottom end of her shirt.The girl glanced back up Dezi.It, was hard though, Dezi was a cheater.Harlequin sighed, and blinked a few times.Everything, was so depressing lately.She thought that maybe Dezi would have something good to share with her.Something, that would make her happy or, to help her forget about her life for maybe, a few seconds.

Harlequin glanced back up at Dezi, and gave off a fake smile.She did not hate him nor, was she mad at him.She was just disappointed.That was not like him.Harlequin slowly ran her fingers through her long dark hair.Trying, to capture all of this.He had just poured a dump load of stuff onto her.How the heck do you trip and fall onto someone's lips? Maybe, it was not an accident.How knows?The world will never know.Maybe, it was an accident?Harlequin glanced out past everything.She blocked everything about Dezi's dilemma out of her head for a second.Then, she glanced at Dezi."Are you okay?You know about Alessa, and Aaryn and Pierce?"She questioned him.She never really thought about how this was affecting Dezi.She wanted to hug him, but fought against it.

[robotboy]

Right when he saw her look away and frown, he looked away and frowned as well. She was ashamed of him. Or disappointed. Or angry. Or sickened. She probably hated him now. He bit his lip, and looked back at her, trying to see more of how she reacted. All she said was 'wow' at first, and he fiddled with his snakebites, wondering how she felt about him. Feeling really embarrassed and ashamed of himself, he rested his elbows on his knees, putting his forehead in his hands and staring down at his shoes. He ran a hand through his black hair and then looked up, sighing and staring out at the water.

"Yeah," he finally said, very quietly. The thing was, he didn't really want to like Aaryn anymore. She was the reason why him and Alessa broke up, and then they still didn't get together afterwards. He gave her the choice of telling him if she liked him, and she didn't answer him. So he gathered that she didn't like him anymore and was going to stay with Pierce. He wanted to move on. He really did. Dezi didn't want to be the kid who likes a girl that's with a guy. He didn't want to be pathetic like that. But he was already a pathetic person. The Mihael boy was even nervous about talking to Harlequin, feeling she might not want him as a friend anymore because he was a cheater.

Forcing himself to look over at his friend, brown eyes met with her gorgeous ones. She definitely didn't look very happy to hear about all of this stuff from him. He frowned a little bit. She smiled though, and he couldn't tell whether it was real or not. He returned it, quite weakly, with a smile of his own. Very small, and somehow, it wasn't even a happy smile. He was sure she hated him now. Everyone did. The only person he had at this school was Avery, and maybe Jackson and Chantal. But really, they were all family. Jackson and Chantal weren't biologically family, but they were close enough to a step brother and sister.

Suddenly, though, she started to ask him questions. And she seemed concerned. Dezi just sighed again, looking down at his shoes and fiddling with the laces. He was practically breaking down inside with all of these things going on. It was way too much. He'd been truthful to Harley so far, so he decided he might as well continue on that path. "No, I'm not okay. Not at all. I feel terrible about what happened with Alessa. I feel horrible that one kiss ruined us. And I never told her how sorry I am or anything, because I figure she never wants to see my face again. Plus, her best friend, and now probably boyfriend, wants to beat me up. Which is understandable. I'd want to beat me up, too." He smiled sadly, and looked out at the water for a moment.

"As for Aaryn and Pierce. I'm jealous, quite frankly. But I want to move on, if she has, y'know?" He really didn't know how to explain himself, and bit his lip, playing with his snakebites. Looking at Harley in the eyes, he murmured, "I don't know why I'm still here. I really hate myself. I really do."

[harlequin]

She thought over what he had said.About, everything.Everything he had said was racing through her mind.Anything, that had been bothering her before, about her life...was gone.She felt sympathy for Dezi.Hopefully, her expression was not showing otherwise.She did, feel sad for him.But, he had got himself into it.Harlequin glanced into the water.Her eyes darted to her vans.A tiny ladybug was crawling on them.She, grabbed the lady bug and closed it in her hands.Hopefully, she was not suffocating it.She slowly opened her hands.Maybe, she would name it Bob..but what if it was a girl...Bobette?Harlequin glanced at Dezi and she let out a small sigh.She slowly ran her fingers through her hair and thought.She, did not think Dezi was a bad person but, what he did.She would not tease him.She could not.Harlequin did not have a heart to tease him over this.Life seemed bad enough for him already, and she did not want to make it worse.

Not that she was going to tease him.Harlequin rubbed her temples with two fingers.She, did not have a headache.However, she was thinking,"I don't hate you."She finally said, she really did not.She just wanted him to know that.So...., he did.She thought he did.She knew he did.Yep, she knew he still liked Aaryn.Harlequin needed to be a good friend.Dezi needed a good friend right now.Even, though she was sure he had others.You would have to be out of your mind, to ruin your friendship with Dezi.Just because, he screwed up once.Not involving you.What so ever.

Harlequin, thought some more.A lot of thinking was involved in the last five minutes.Harlequin noticed Dezi, fiddling with his shoe laces.Harley would have done the same thing if....she had shoe laces.Her vans, did not come with laces.They looked worn though.She glanced at Dezi and her expression looked worried.Gosh.Dezi had just gone through all of this in what two or three terms?He, did look depressed, though, his story was very depressing.Even, for Harlequin.

He was not Okay.Of course not.She would not have been either.She could not say it was Okay to him.Because, it was not and, they both knew it.But, still she wanted to be a good friend.She glanced over at him, while he went over another depressing story.Gosh.Dezi went through a lot, while she was gone.She forced herself to glance at him.She noticed that he grinned not a happy grin but like...a grin.Harlequin gave off a grin.Not like she was laughing because, of Dezi's current problems.She just wanted him, to know that she cared.She really did.She would always be there for Dezi.When, he needed her.Her eyes darted to Dezi and she noticed him put his elbows on his knees and his forehead in his hands.Harlequin wrapped her arms around him, in a friendly gesture.Also, as a caring gesture.She knew that her hug was not going to make him feel any better but she knew away.Which, she had to think on.Harlequin sighed, and wondered what she could do to take his mind off of his ex-girlfriend and almost girlfriend.For, maybe a few minutes.Till, she was gone then he could think about it as much as he wanted.

She wanted to cheer him up.She then pulled her arms back to her side and glanced at Dezi.She did not know if he wanted to be cheered up.Plus, Harley was corny with jokes and cheering up-ness stuff."I hope you feel better soon."She said.The only way that she could think of him feeling better was if, him and Aaryn got together.But, she did not want to interfere with that.She gave off another smile..friendly.Harlequin's blue orbs darted to the middle of the pier, and she started to play with the sleeves on Dezi's sweater.If, she had put her arms, through, the sleeves.She, was certain that they were too long for her small arms.And, she was short.Maybe five-four, five-five.Harlequin stuck her right arm, through one of the sleeves.Of course, the sleeve was too long for her arms.She hoped Dezi was not cold, since she stole his sweater...sort of.He did need to move on."He probably doesn't want to beat you up."She said.But, of course she could be wrong.But, maybe Alessa got over it mostly.

Harlequin bit down on her bottom lip."Dezi?"She said which turned out like a question.Harlequin thought for a few moments.On what to say.She glanced at Dezi, and began to speak,"I am pretty sure not everyone hates you, and most people have forgot about it....."She began to say.Harlequin fixed her lips for the right words,"People still care about you, I care about you.Avery cares about you...and a billion more people."And, as Harlequin cares about him.As friends."Dezi, you can not let this stuff get to you."As, in being jealous of them.She was glad he did not turn emo.Emo people are usually depressed.Harlequin sighed, her words of wisdom...are as corny as her self-proclaimed title as hardcore harley.

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