Post by blackkat13 on Nov 23, 2007 20:45:23 GMT -5
11/23/07 (friday)
Dear journal,
I'm actually really disapointed today. I wanted to make Kat an honorary Black just like Sirius, Harry Potter's odfather, whom I absolutely idolize. I love Sirius, he's my most favorite character out of all of the books (besides Harry and the weasly twins((fred and george)) of course). But when I sent a PM requesting to be involved as a Black- in any way- Headmistress told me that it was nigh impossible to become one. I thanked her for her time in my reply, but I'm really disapointed, oh how much I wanted to be a Black. I wanted to be related to Sirius, the one most awesome rebel in all fiction history. I'm not sure what to do now. I was really put down by the fact that there was no possibility at all- I still am really depressed since I only got the dejecting PM 20 minutes ago. , , I guess that f I can't be a Black I might have to go and find another forum thoughI wish this wasn't so. Trios is such an awesome site to behold- it's just so great. There aren't so many friendly characters that are any god at RPing though. I find myself (no im not being cocky) that I am not a complete loser firstie, I can still put together an ok post. But not one better RPer will even spare me a glance. No one ever checks out my threads... ever. It's no fun at all and I'm too afraid to go talk to the better Rpers to ask to join them. They'd probably just call me a stupid firstie and leave... But not if I was a Black. Then I wouldn't be just a nobody character! I don't want to be just a character of no background like so many of these characters, I want to be a deep character! one that has a background to work off of! I tried to think of some book character names that i might be able to use and otehr than my supreme favorite (the glorious and rebellious Sirius), I thought of Seamus Finnigan. Is he married? does he have kids? I don't know. But Seamus always makes me laugh and I think he would be a great releative for my character. But alas in the trios bckstory it says that none of Harry's classmates has any children old enough to attend Hogwarts. But I'm going to PM the headmistress to ask her if the reason that they don't have any children is because no one has applied ot be those children?
Oh if I couldn't be a finnigan I'd want to be a longbottom maybe. I'd have to think on it. I hope that the headmistress won't mind, but I'm going to ask her if any book characters have room in their families for an extra person. if not- then I might be able to just get on with my life- well Kat's life, but it doesn't make my previous disappointment any less depressing.
talk to you later journal!
-Kat