Post by Angel Light on Jun 10, 2007 14:48:56 GMT -5
June 10, 2007
Dear Dairy.
That's so lame. Well, that's the best I can come up with at the moment. Mom just sent you, something else in hopes that I don't hate her. It's not like I have a problem with her, just the jerk she's dating.
But really, why I'm actually using this is because
1. my brother can't steal it if i leave it in my room
2. I need something to help me sort through my thoughts.
Let's start at the heart of me. Conor Oberst. I thought the whole we just fell apart thing was what happened between us, but while I sat there talking with him, I won't lie, I wanted to say "You know I still love you." but he already found this other girl. They went to the dance together, I went with a friend, Benji Madden. I thought maybe he'd be the one to get my mind off of Conor, but it turns out that they're kinda friends too.
Now I have no one to turn to. I have very few friends, despite the fact that I'm in my fifth term here, and somehow managed to be deemed a Prefect. All I got to say, 4 terms of being able to count on one person being there, figurativly or literally, help a lot, now it's just friends.
I guess I'm just gonna have to let him go. He's found someone else, and I should be happy because he's happy, right? You know the whole if you love someone let them go, then pray they come back to you kinda thing.
Look at that, the sun's up now. I'm heading off for a walk around the lake. I'll try and write a few times a week at least.
Angelina
Dear Dairy.
That's so lame. Well, that's the best I can come up with at the moment. Mom just sent you, something else in hopes that I don't hate her. It's not like I have a problem with her, just the jerk she's dating.
But really, why I'm actually using this is because
1. my brother can't steal it if i leave it in my room
2. I need something to help me sort through my thoughts.
Let's start at the heart of me. Conor Oberst. I thought the whole we just fell apart thing was what happened between us, but while I sat there talking with him, I won't lie, I wanted to say "You know I still love you." but he already found this other girl. They went to the dance together, I went with a friend, Benji Madden. I thought maybe he'd be the one to get my mind off of Conor, but it turns out that they're kinda friends too.
Now I have no one to turn to. I have very few friends, despite the fact that I'm in my fifth term here, and somehow managed to be deemed a Prefect. All I got to say, 4 terms of being able to count on one person being there, figurativly or literally, help a lot, now it's just friends.
I guess I'm just gonna have to let him go. He's found someone else, and I should be happy because he's happy, right? You know the whole if you love someone let them go, then pray they come back to you kinda thing.
Look at that, the sun's up now. I'm heading off for a walk around the lake. I'll try and write a few times a week at least.
Angel