Memories & Souvenirs [Holden]

[Holden J. Caulfield]

Dear: Diary Journal
Mood: Apathetic Happy =]
Where at?: Muggle Electronics Room
Listening to: I Want to Hold Your Hand - Across the Universe Soundtrack

Everything has been going really good so far. I've passed all my exams so far. I didn't do Professor Linn's homework. It was talking about Blou[something] and we haven't even gone over it. I couldn't find any information on it. Linn told me I made a O on my exam. =] I'm quite happy.

I hugged Professor Slughorn. He probably thinks I'm psychotic. =] He's not as bad as people make him out to be. Yeah he's like HUGE like as in built but he won't eat you. At least, he didn't eat me...at the time. They keep talking about how he's a cannibal. Hahaha.

Is it cannibalism to lick a human popsicle? Amanda has me thinking about that. Darn her.

We have a new librarian. Obviously Edward got sick of the Larfield Duo [that's what Amanda and I call ourselves now]. =] James Singer, old Quidditch captain of the Hufflepuffs, is back and is our new librarian. Amanda and I are going to go there today to give him a Larfield Duo greeting and salutions. =]

Amanda and me have been hanging out a lot together lately. It's not like I mind or anything it's just it still feels weird. I'm so used to hanging out with Jackson and Avery. Speaking of Jackson...I haven't seen him in ages. I've got to find that buggah.

Next term is going to be amazing. I'm going to take that Medicine class since Mrs. Slughorn is teaching it and Animangi class. =] I wonder what animal I'll be like. Maybe a raccoon or something! That would be amazing.

- Holden J. Caulfield

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End of Year 5

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End of Part I

[Holden J. Caulfield]

BEGINNING OF YEAR 6

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[Holden J. Caulfield]

Date: 25^th of October, 2007
Location: Muggle Electronics Room
Listening to: Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte

Know the saying, 'Time goes by while you're haivng fun'? Well it's so true. The resent term break was AMAZING. Dad didn't notice me much around the house since he had a lot of work to do. But he always spent dinner with me and we talked. It was nice seeing him. I don't think he'll mind me being in the wizarding world when I graduate. He seems fasinated that I'm actually magical. It's quite funny. Dad asked me if I could levitate objects and stuff. I told him I could but I said I'd have to show him after I graduate. He was quite disappointed but he understood after I explained everything.

Besides talking with Dad I saw Amanda. We had Starbucks and stuff. Starbucks is the best thing ever invented. I swear to Gawd. Anyway, Amanda had this idea to go to the Buckingham Palace and screw the guards up a bit. Boy it didn't work either. ;_; It was really sad. I mean, I tried everything! I even made up stuff while I was talking. I thought it was funny. Amanda laughed.

'God, attack the Queen. Send big dogs after her that bite her bum.'

I never got to finish the rest. I'm not that good at talking lol.

School has started back and I'm taking a lot of classes this year. Way more than last year. Charms, Transfiguration, DADA, Herbology, Potions, History of Magic, CoMC, World Literature, Muggle Studies. I'm going to have a lot on my plate this term. I think I'm just trying to prove to myself I'm really smart. I think...lol. =]

What ever you do don't EVER wake Amanda up at five o'clock in the morning. To get even from last year I set up a SCREAMING alarm clock in her dorm to wake her up. I started practice yesterday morning. Boy did she come to the pitch pissed as hell. I thought she was going to kill me. I'm not even joking. She tackled me. Mud was thrown at me. I think the other Hufflepuffs were probably betting on who would win. Pfft. We both lost and won. Oh what now little ones? lol. It was fun though.

Today I had Charms. Amanda sat by me and this guy named Nathaniel sat with us. He looks pretty cool but he always looks like he'd deep in thought or in pain. Like mental pain not physical. I also had World of Literature. It was fun. =] 'I confess! I poked a badger with a spoon!' =] Anya probably thinks I'm crazy. =] =] ily Anya.

The Halloween Ball is coming up. I don't think I'll go. I have no one to go with. I think Amanda is going but I'm too afraid to ask her, even as a friendly way, to ask. We've been hanging out a lot lately and I don't want her to get sick of me and paranoid. I'm not a stalker, I swear.

COLE HALLIWELL LEFT TRANSFIG! Omfg. I was SO PISSED! He was totally amazing. I dunno what he's doing now. Miss Lupin is now our teacher again. I had her in my first through third terms. She's pretty cool but she's MEGA crazy.

- Holden J. Caulfield

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[Holden J. Caulfield]

Date: 25^th of November, 2007
Location: Muggle Electronics Room
Listen to: Fer Sure by The Medic Droid

I haven't wrote in you in a month or so. Maybe even longer than that; I don't remember. Nothing has really happened y'know. Everything the same has it has been. Well, not really. My friend's lives are changing but not mine. I don't think it will change till I graduate. I'm still looking at jobs that the Ministry offers. I'm really concidering working for the Reversal Squad. Either that or work as a Sports Columnist in the Daily Prophet. Something exciting y'know?

I think Alessa and Nathaniel are going out. I'm glad Alessa is finally happy. I told her there were other fish in the sea. =]

In classes I have been hanging out with Xio, Nathaniel, Alessa, Amanda [expecially], Avery, some Levi, and some Jackson. It's really cool when we get the groups all together to form one big one. Have a lot of people talking about the same subject. It's pretty sweet.

Haley and me hung out the other day. It was nice catching up on some stuff. I haven't talked to her since we broke up really. Sometimes we'll talk in class once in a while but nothing more than a 'Hi' and stuff.

Amanda and me hung out on the grounds before Thanksgiving. We were playing on the frozen lake. I think I really did scare her when I picked her up and carried her off the ice. It was funny seeing her face. I know it's terrible to enjoy someone in fright but she was priceless.

I really don't understand my feelings at all. When I'm around Amanda I feel really happy. I mean, I feel happy when I'm around Avery but it doesn't feel the same. I like setting up times and days to hang out with Amanda. The feelings I feel are the same ones I felt when I liked Jessica.

The thing is that I don't know if I like her as a friend or what. I'm just so confused about all of this. I just don't know what to do right now. I put my arm around her hip because I was joking with her and stuff. To find out I kind of liked it in a way. I just don't want her to think I like her and lead her on or something. I just...grawr. And I don't want her to think I'm flirting with her. .

I guess I should talk to Avery about it. But I think she's busy. Well I need to go. Work is calling my name & it's a very long walk from here to Madam Puddifoot's Tea Shop.

- Holden J. Caulfield

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