Depressing Songs... (open).

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Joe had a different notebook out. Normally that he would right anything but notes down but the boy was bored at the moment so he wrote a song. It was called Nothing Like you. Things that poets write about feelings and they are happy but some are depressing. He wasn't depressed but Joe was bored and it's not a poem. Joe wrote:

Nothing Like you

Oh I miss you,
And then I hate you.
You tore away my soul,
And made my life dull.

I will never become you,
I will never fall down,
All the way to the ground.
And that is why I'm,
Nothing like you.

Oh I miss you,
Now I can't see your face,
Because you just a disgrace.
And that's why I'm,
Nothing Like you.

I will never become you,
I will never fall down,
All the way to the ground.
And that is why that I'm,
Nothing like you.

This is why; you killed my best friend,
This is why; I will never be anything like you.
Now because of you, you made feel this way,
And now you end my day!

I will never become you,
I will never fall down,
All the way to the ground.
And that is why that I'm,
Nothing like you.

You just end the story,
That you made the biggest mistake.
You made yourself end your glory,
That was right beside you.

I will never become you,
I will never fall down,
All the way to the ground.
And this is why I'm,
Nothing like you.

You make me fell sad,
You make it so true.
That is why,
I'm through with you.
Because I'm nothing like you.

The song took about five minutes because he was getting these words out of his head. That was all he could think of. When he wrote: You killed my best friend. Joe meant that the person was his best friend the best friend kill himself. That wasn't much but that was the saddest part in the song that came up to him. Oh well there were more things in life then death. Or that was what Joe always thought.

[Kali Rune]

Blah! There was always...well almost always nothing there that the Slytherin could do. All day all she could do was...well, do nothing. It wasn't much fun. She would just sit there, listening to music, doing nothing at all. She loves listening to music, that's true, but there was nothing else better to do around anywhere.

She decided to walk around. Where? Why ask when you already knew the answer. The Slytherin doesn't know where she would go. She just doens't because she would end up in a place one way or the other.

This time though, where her feet took her was the library. She hadn't been there in a long time. The last time she was there was in the library...being all confused about the Salem's Trial thing.

As the Slytherin stood at the door of the library, she noticed a boy, who really seem to be in thoughts. Writing was what he was doing but from her view, it didn't even seem like writing as in reports or homework or whatever. Its something else. You know how when you just have something in your mind and its not like school related-ish or whatever and its important things that are just important ot you in you're just in deep thoughts or something when you're writing it. Blah! It probably doesn't make sense but Kali had just that way of being all complicated without even meaning to. xP. Oh well...

Even though the Slytherin didn't want to bother the boy, she decided to just find out what it was he was writing about. But it wasn't any of her business was it? No. So why should she go there if there was no point, besides just wanting to know what it was about? Gah! She doesn't know but still she walked over to where the boy was.

"Erm...you..okay there?" she asked not knowing what to say.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Writing depressing songs that you do mean is pretty sad. That is just a difference than just making it up out of your mind. The ones that you do mean is when you just want to be alone in a dark corner and just talk to no one like someone died which was what Joe was talking about in the song. You just feel that you just want to go with them and get away from the world which is sad really in his opinion.

On the other hand, when you write a depressing song that comes out of your head which does mean that your happy and something just wants to come out that is depressing to you so you let it out. That was what Joe felt. Must get it out. His parents isn't going to see him gratuate. Shad, his twin brother is not going to be there. Amy, his sister is going to be there like three days after the gratuation. She was the only one in his family that 'cared'. No one died in his family. He was talking about if someone did die and you get all depressed about it.

Someone asked him something. Joe looked up at her but doesn't know her. She was at El's birthday party, Joe knew that. But doesn't know her at all. "Yeah I'm O.K., Joe replied. Normally he doesn't see people talk to him at the library but it was nice that someone talked to him. "What's your name."[/size]

[Kali Rune]

Kali only nodded. At least she knew he was okay. Although saying 'im okay' doesn't really prove whether the person is okay or not but whatever. She didn't need to press on the whole 'im okay' issue and just wonder whether it is the truth or whether the boy is just hidding his emotion

"What's your name." he asked her. Kali had met this boy before? Right? But she couldn't exactly put where. Kali knew that it was somewhere with a lot of people. Wait...is it...RIGHT! She saw him at El's birthday. He was the dude that brought the cake that people ate. Now, she remembers! Sometimes it just take time for the Slytheirn to remember some thing. And she does not know why.

"Kali Rune...Four year Slytherin" she said to him. "And you are...?" she asked him. Her sentence is so predictable and that was not something that's really awesome or whatever because wouldn't you want a question that someone could easily finish? Right. But Kali didn't really care about it right now because there aren't many ways, that a person could introduce their name, at least none that Kali could think of. Hmmm...

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Kali! That's it, that was her name from El's party. Even though that he didn't needed what house that she was in or the year because that didn't matter. Also that you could tell if the person that they are in Slytherin the other houses. Houses. He just relized that he never had a Mihael friend before. Man he has to make a friend with one... but he could do that later.

She asked him for his name. "I'm Joe Moon, from El's party and gratuating next month and in Ravenclaw," He replied. That was his information that Joe could give her. Gratuation is the worst because you wont normally go back to Trio's Hogwarts again unless you have a day off of work or something. Being Head boy for only one year is what always that way but being prefect, you could be one for maybe three years.

"If you were wondering, I'm just writing a song out of my mind," Joe explained if she was wondering what was he writing about. "It's called Nothing like you." Nothing like you is a depressing song that tells that someone kill themself and the other person, or the best friend doesn't want to do that or nothing like what they did. It is sad but it was only a song.[/size]

[Kali Rune]

Kali nodded. Joe Moon...hmm..the slytherin only remembers him from El's birthday but that was all. She couldn't remember anything else about him since she doesn't really know him. The Slytherin listened as he told her that he was graduating next month and that he's in Ravenclaw. Wow. Can you imagine that in 3 terms Kali would be graduating too? It seems like a long time now but just look how time flies by.

"Wow." she said out loud. "What are you doing after you graduate?" she asked him. The last time that she had thought about those things was during the break when she met Karen but that was all. It just somehow weird to just think about her fuure as for now since she had no clue what she really wanted to do in life. And Kali didn't know whether its a 'yay I'm graduating' or 'boo I'm graduating' that Joe feels but she was just curious.

Kali looked at Joe just as he explained what he was writing about. So she was right! It was a song. "Oh..." she said to him. "What...what's it about? You don't' have to tell me if you don't want to" she said to him even though she had just heard that he said that he just made it out of his mind. It is the truth that the Slytherin is interested in things like that. I mean song writing or something music related. It's just like that.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

"What am I going to do after gratuation... well... grab a notebook and look for a job and a place to live mainly. Wait, fine a place to live and then look for a job," Joe explained. The Ravenclaw had it the other way around. First more important things then second most important things. What would be next after that?

There is going to be a gratation party during the break like the other gratuation partys terms ago so he might be going to that. Well now that it is going to be one month till gratuation. It would be the best time to study for the N.E.W.T. for most of the classes he has. What a great time! Atleast it would be over before he knows it.

Well the Head boy told her what it was and now that she wants to know what it was about. Joe didn't mind telling her what it was about because it was fine to him. "It's about a kid who looses a friend that killed themself and the kid doesn't want to do that. Nothing Like You." That was the song. Then right after that he gave her the paper that says the song.[/size]

[Kali Rune]

The Slytherin nodded. Usually she hear a different answer. Usually people say exactly what they wanted to do but that was all. His plan is...well...it makes sense and it doesn't really involving the whole 'this-is-exactly-what-i-would-do-after-i-graduate' thing on it. But what about her? What would she do after she graduates? She does not know and is that oh so important right now? Of course not. Maybe in the upcoming years but not now.

"It's about a kid who looses a friend that killed himself and the kid doesn't want to do that. Nothing Like You." he said to her and Kali nodded. Of course that's a pretty depressing song but she would survive with that. It's just sad how many people commit suicide nowadays. Sure, she could relate to the whole being depressed thing and being all confused about life and thinking that there was no more reason to live but still.. she knew that there is a reason why people stay alive. There must be a reason why they are kept in this world so why waste your life when...when maybe there's hope for a change.

Kali looked at the song and read it. The song is really sad, at least for her. She shook her head. She hope that she would never know any of her friends do that. I mean...it would kill her to even think about it. If it ever happens...Kali wouldn't know what to do. It would depress her a lot more. "Do...do you know anyone...that did this or was it just a thought?"Kali asked still stuck on the whole song.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Joe was not depressed. He was not a person who would kill himself. Some people in the world would though but this person wouldn't. The boy could tell that Kali wouldn't kill herself. She wasn't depressed he only thinks. Hopefully she isn't though. She better not. Then it would be one more person that he knew lost. Joe never lost anyone in his life so far. Then again his grandparents are going anytime now. He needs to talk to his sister if they are dead or not. Joe has no clue.

This Head Boy would never do that, even if that everything was lost to him. He got through without feeling anything for the rest of his life, but he will never lose his soul. Not now atleast maybe when he is ready but just not now... Joe didn't really mean to write the song with his feelings but it came out of his head and it would be depressing if that did happen to his life it would be one of the most depressing songs in the world to him.

Do...do you know anyone... that did this or was it just a thought? She asked him. It was a depressing thought, but it didn't happen to him. "It was just a thought but it must have happen in someone's life in a time or another." It didn't happen to him that was all he knew and was going to say.[/size]

[Kali Rune]

The Slytherin waited patiently for Joe's answer. That would really be sad if he did knew someone who did that. That would suck really bad and Kali hope that he knew none.

"It was just a thought but it must have happen in someone's life in a time or another." With his answer, Kali gave a sigh of relief. That was good she knew. It really was. The Slytherin slide back the paper to Joe and sensing that he didn't maybe want to talk more about this whole depressing stuff, she tried to think of something...different to say. But the whole transition from one subject to another is in a way difficult.

Finally, after a debate with her head, the Slytherin had finally thought of what to say. "Erm...so...um...what type of music do you listen to?" she asked. It was just sometimes hard to think of what to say. At least for Kali but it wasn't because of this or that but it was more because she doesn't really talk that much? and that she usually was the one who doesn't know what to say in conversations. She never was good at it.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

"So what type of music do you listen to?" Kali asked him. What was his favorite kind of music? Joe knows that it is not rap or hip-hop. Deffently not the oldies. Probubly rock music. "I guess rock..." He replied. He wasn't much a music fan but the Ravenclaw still listens to it.

Rock... Joe could name bans. Superchick, even though they are more of Christan music but it is still considering to be rock, Linkin Park, that's a good band. Evensense is like the best band in the world in his opinion. There was Switchfoot, they were just like Superchick, almost the same thing as Superchick.

He has a lot of CDs but they were still in his bag where his parents are. All he needs is a bag to put everything in it. Joe most likely have a MP3 Player somewhere where he has all of his music on there so he didn't have to bring a CD player but it was still good to have one. Where his parents live there is three bags that are his. One was a bag to keep eletrical stuffs like wires to his CD player. Anything that has wires. The second bag was a little bag with a photo album where he kept the best family pictures that he had. The third one was for all his cloths. He didn't need much because most of them are in his suitcase back at the Ravenclaw Common room.[/size]

[Kali Rune]

Kali nodded. She like rock. It is her favorite genre but usually when people ask her what type of music she listens to, she usually just say all of them or just rock. By all, she meant rock/emo/punk/alternative/metal. Yes. That's her music choice.

The problem sometimes when discussing music is that Kali doesn't know what her favorite band is. She listens to music almost 24/7 but there are too many bands to pick from. Some people already know what their favorite band/artist is but it's just too hard, for her at least.

"I listen to rock too" she told him and to avoid the whole 'who's your favorite band?' question, Kali didn't ask it, although she does find it interesting to know what band people like the best. But the fact that she purposely avoided the whole 'favorite band' thing doesn't mean that she couldn't ask what bands people listen to.

"What bands do you listen to.?" she asked.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Just from looking at Kali, she was listening to music every day for atleast six hours a day, maybe even more. "Do you use like a Ipod nano or a MP3 player. Mine is somewhere in my bag that I didn't take out for a long time because I didn't think that I would use it here anyways?" The Ravenclaw asked her.

Well yeah, she would listen to any type of rock music. Music with either calm or maybe just keep you busy when your bored. Some would just do both at the same time. There were a lot of good bands now and they need to keep it that way. Switchfoot keep the band going to almost ten years now. That would mean that they were a good band. They started as three and now at five.

"What bands do you listen to? She asked him. "Mainly Linkin Park, Evensesenses, Switchfoot," Joe replied. Too bad that he doesn't have his MP3, then he would be listening it right now and just thing if he is going to add anything to the song that he wrote. In a month he will get it back.[/size]

[Kali Rune]

"I have an ipod nano" she told him and thought about how many songs there are in her Ipod. She didn't know. There are a lot of it and still, the Slytherin knew it isn't enough. Yep. It's weird but Kali likes having a lot of music on her Ipod although she couldn't actually listen to every single one of it. Maybe she could but usually the Slytherin listens to the songs that she was in the mood for.

"You serious? How is that?" she asked although she already knew the answer because he had explained it. Kali couldn't imagine not taking out her Ipod or any source of music and keeping it away from her. Although if that happens, she would somehow probably find something that would help her listen to music. Plus, if there was no more music for her, then what else would she do now since she doesn't really go out much anymore. Her explorings had gone less and less over the time and most of the time, she spends her time at the dorm.

The Slytherin nodded when she heard his answer. She listens to Linkin Park, Evanescenes and Switchfoot too but not as much anymore. Most of the time, she listens to the other bands that she knew. Too many to list. She listens to Paramore, Three Days Grace, Boys Like Girls, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, etc.

--braindead xD--

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Joe might get an Ipod nano during the break at Wal Mart or somewhere and get a laptop so he could download music from it. Ipods are a lot more organized than a MP3 player. Now he wished that this Head Boy has one. Joe didn't mind what color. If it was like a color that he didn't want, all he has to do was to get stickers and cover the back side or it.

"Well yeah, for you if your forgot your Ipod, then you would jump out of the train and run all the way to get it and catch the next train," Joe replied. Kali + (-Ipod)= RUNNING to get it! "You have your Ipod in your pocket don't you? She most likely does but he never knows, she much have to run all the way to the Sytherin Corridors just to get it. That would suck for her.

Joe looked at his paper where he had his song on it. What would he add. It must be negative. It is a depressing song it has to go with the flow. What else would he write?[/size]

--Me too.--

[Kali Rune]

Kali laughed. =] It was true. The Slytherin would probably jump out of the train just to get her iPod if she ever forgets it. Weird or whatever for some people but for her, it was just like that. Lilly might probably understand her whole music thing.

"You have your Ipod in your pocket don't you?" Joe asks and for a moment Kali's thought of the whole running out of the train disappear and she was back to the library. "Umm..." the Slytherin said and reached for her jean pocket. She knew that her iPod should be there and if it isn't, she would be all sad =[. Fortunately though, it was there!!! "Yep" Kali said to Joe and held it. The Slytherin's iPod is black.

Kali notice Joe look back at his paper. Songwriting. Of course the Slytherin has done song writing but that's when she has something on her mind to write about. She isn't really good at it, she thinks and no one has seen them. To be honest, her songs aren't one of those happy songs. And it's hard for her to put her words into the paper. The hard thing about songwriting, for her at least, is the fact that when she writes something, she just writes. But if she ever want to make it a song, doesn't she need to edit it and practice on her guitar and figure out a tune for it?

"Are you going to make that into a song?" she asked him. Of course out of all the papers the Slytherin had written, none of them were made into a song. She's working on a tune but none of her songs fit it. She knew that from the tune that she's working on, she needed a song that's not sad, or if it is, it's suppose to be slow but a lot of work is needed for even one song to be made [she thinks].

[Joe Moon(gone)]

Kali had her ipod in her pocket. If she didn't he would have wait for her to go to her corridor and grab it and come back. It would had been funnier if the slytherin didn't have it because she would be like 'I must get it or I will die.. or something!!' Only if that had happen to her. Oh well she had it in her pocket the whole time. "Well don't worry my MP3 would be like really old now and you would not use it anyway if you looked at it."

"Are you going to make that into a song?" She said. It was just a song that he wrote but Joe doesn't know if there was going to be a beat to the song, like a rythem or something. Maybe... the Head Boy could think of a beat for the song but even if that there is a rythem, he had to make it more of a song like adding more words to make it a real song. "Yeah, I just need to think of more words for it though."

Joe looked at the paper a little more. What could he add? Something to make it more depressing. Like... if you were still there, while I sing this song. If you were there, I will be saying how much I'm nothing like you. That would be more of the main part of the song. He turned the paper over and wrote it for if he was going to edit the song. "What else do you think I should add?" Joe asked her.

[Kali Rune]

The slytherin shook her head. As long as it was on a working status or whatever she would be okay with it. You could always just decorate it or update it. If not, then Joe could just get a new one or something.

Kali nodded. That would be nice to hear the song put into music. I mean, sure it is a music but it needs all those other things like is he going to use guitars? If so how would the beats and rhythm be? How about for the drums if he ever uses one? Or is it just going to be acoustic?

"Well, okay..." she said to him. It would be nice to hear the final sound of the song. "What else do you think I should add?" Joe asked and Kali thought about it. She honestly didn't know what else to add. "How are you going to divide it though?" she asked him. "What's going to be the verses and what's the chorus or choruses?" she asked once again.

The slytherin wasn't sure much on how the song should work out. You have to divide them obviously but you still need to think of the beat and all that. Plus, you need to know how you're going to play that. "How are you going to play the song once its done? Acoustic or what?" It's so weird. Kali being all talkative. Maybe its because of the topic they're talking about. Music.

[Joe Moon(gone)]

"How are you going to divide it? What are the verses and the chorus or choruses" Kali asked. "Well I will never become you, I will never fall down, all the way to the ground, that is why I'm nothing like you is the main chorus but it will be brought up a couple of times in the song. I'm just adding stuff to the verses to make a little more sense and I don't know how to divide it really because I never done this before." That would the only thing that he would say because it was his first time making a song up out of his mind and he doesn't know what to do to make one.

"How are you going to play the song once its done? Acoustic or what?" "Well I don't know, probubly someone who is playing a regular guitar, becuase I am not going to sing it because I am not a good singer trust me," Joe explained. That would the only beat in the song that he would picture in his head. Just guitar would make the song a little more sad from someones reaction with the music and the song.[/color][/size]

((OOC: Sort reply sorry.))

[Kali Rune]

The Slytherin nodded. That is nice to put that part of the lyric to the chorus. It's like what he is telling the person is right there at the center. Also the whole bringing it up will sound nice. For example when Joe does sing it out and put the particular part of the song over, there should be like some background vocals saying 'will never become like you, will never fall down all the way to the ground'.

"I think that would sound nice" Kali told him and looked down "Believe it or not, i've never done this before. I mean the whole writing" the Slytherin told him even though she had wished that she had. The girl has her own...lyrics and all but she could never actually make it into a song. She wouldn't know how the tune should go. She knew that it should sound sad, like most of her songs but how about the strumming? How about the chords? That's the thing about her. She worries too much on how to actually make music sound good and what should fit in perfectly.

"Are you sure?" Kali asked him. The Slytherin was never sure whether what people tell her, that they dont really sing well, is true or not. It could be that they only think that or something but she wouldn't push it. She was okay with whatever his decision was on his own music.