Post by Professor Hermione Potter on Dec 17, 2007 18:14:29 GMT -5
You know what, I made my final decision. I'm tired of the fighting, the bickering, putting in a ton of work for no return. I'm tired of spending hours trying to come up with something innovative to spark people into action only to have it fall flat in no time after being told it was such a great idea. I'm tired of trying to delegate duties so that I have more time for myself and then them getting neglected. I'm tired of being blamed for everything that goes wrong despite everything I do to help things be better. No matter how clear I make instructions, it's not enough.
Flat out, I'm tired. And it's not post counts that worry me (though that is a consideration), it's the number of members signing on, it's programs I worked hard on not going anywhere, it's feeling like crap because something didn't work right despite all my effort. It's staying up until 4am trying to meet expectations that I've met for almost 4 years and it still not being good enough. I can never do anything good enough to please y'all. And when I finally want some peace and to prevent the one thing I never wanted to see happen (which is Trio's to just die away quietly), I get bashed because I'm too selfish and because I'm not being considerate of other peoples' time.
I am done. That's it, plain and simple. I appreciate those of you that have been making a true effort and not just saying that you've been trying. Because to me, if you really were then we wouldn't be where we are right now. And for those of you that think this is just another scare because of how close I've come before, sorry to disappoint, but this one is for real. I have a real job now, I have a boyfriend I'd like to talk to without being distracted by administering Trio's for a scant few that care at the same time as midnight is my only free time anymore.
Sorry that I couldn't continue pushing past my limitations of being human any longer.
Trio's Hogwarts:
2004-2007
May you be forever in our hearts.
Flat out, I'm tired. And it's not post counts that worry me (though that is a consideration), it's the number of members signing on, it's programs I worked hard on not going anywhere, it's feeling like crap because something didn't work right despite all my effort. It's staying up until 4am trying to meet expectations that I've met for almost 4 years and it still not being good enough. I can never do anything good enough to please y'all. And when I finally want some peace and to prevent the one thing I never wanted to see happen (which is Trio's to just die away quietly), I get bashed because I'm too selfish and because I'm not being considerate of other peoples' time.
I am done. That's it, plain and simple. I appreciate those of you that have been making a true effort and not just saying that you've been trying. Because to me, if you really were then we wouldn't be where we are right now. And for those of you that think this is just another scare because of how close I've come before, sorry to disappoint, but this one is for real. I have a real job now, I have a boyfriend I'd like to talk to without being distracted by administering Trio's for a scant few that care at the same time as midnight is my only free time anymore.
Sorry that I couldn't continue pushing past my limitations of being human any longer.
Trio's Hogwarts:
2004-2007
May you be forever in our hearts.