Post by Professor Sebastiania Bouvier on Sept 1, 2007 8:19:38 GMT -5
Reserved for the Lysander Deimos Sinclair.
[/size][/center]...but it's through you,
and I know what I'll do just to get
back into your arms.
[/color]and I know what I'll do just to get
back into your arms.
Sebastiania walked down to the lake in a depressed mood. Lysander and Brendon had left her again. No note, no letters, no anything. She was used to Brendon coming and leaving so that it didn't bother her as much. But Lysander of the two should have known much better than just to leave Sebastiania by herself without no excuse.
Since the two boys, and her only friends, had disappeared there was no one to talk to. No one wanted to talk to her. Not that she didn't have a complete problem with it but it was lonely always by yourself. She didn't even have Demetrius with her. He was with Lysander. Hopefully whereever their kitten was he was safe and with Lysander. Sebastiania couldn't bring herself to think of what might have happened to them both.
If Lysander had ever decided to come back or write of all things she had a few choice of words to say at him. Didn't he care about her a teeny bit? Teeny bit to write that he was okay and he wasn't off in a ditch or in an alley way or at home of all places.
Why should I care? He left and he's not coming back. He hasn't been here for two weeks so why should he ever come back. It's not worth staying up all night wondering when he'll come back. Lysander didn't like hanging around you anyway. He was too quiet and seemed so unsure around you.
But we did go to Hogsmeade. He got me a shirt and I got him one. No, he was just doing that because I was buying him a shirt. Bet he doesn't even like it one bit.[/color] Sebastiania sighed as she looked at her shirt. It was the one Lysander had bought for her that seemed ages ago. The shirt had been thrown to the bottom of her trunk when she got mad at Lysander for leaving without no note or anything. It had come to the surface when all her other clothes were dirty.
"Does your gun know my gun? This is how the world will end," she sang to herself. Her parents had sent her the new Atreyu cd and she was obsessed with it. It was so good and she couldn't understand why other people hated the cd. Just because Alex wasn't screaming at the top of his lungs.
Sebastiania walked to the edge of the grass where the lake sand and the grass met. She didn't want to get wet. For one thing she was too cold. It was eighty-three degrees and she was freezing. Seb had worn her new My Chemical Romance hoodie for the past three days since she felt so cold. Everyone thought she was crazy but she knew better.
The Gryffindor brought her legs close to her and put her arms around them. Her chin went on her knees as she looked at the calm water. Calling, calling out the darkest reaches of my soul,[/color], she sang to herslef in her head. I should just go back home. It's better that way.[/size][/font]