Post by Professor Sebastiania Bouvier on Sept 8, 2007 16:13:50 GMT -5
It had been a long time since Sebastiania went down to the lake and sat on the pier. The last couple have days had been going by so slowly for the second year. Nothing seemed to ever change around her. Everyone seemed so upbeat. What was so fun about life? Was there something she missed out. Obviously she was since she wasn't bouncing around like normal.
Sebastiania felt somewhat abandoned. Pete had left school and Brendon seemed to have abandoned her again. Oh well. At least she still had Lysander to talk to. Since she had been hanging out with Lysander quite a lot lately he seemed a lot more open about things. She could see him smiling at some things she said. At least he was changing for his own good a bit. Hopefully he would always be the Lysander she had met.
"Hello mother, Something is for you. I'm not that crazy. Hello father, I'm curious. Why do you think something is wrong with me? Sometimes I cry all night. It's not so bad. Try to understand. This is who I am," she sang to herself. It was her favorite Shiny Toy Gun song.
Sebastiania walked over to the edge of the pier. She brought her legs close to her and sat Indian Style on the rock. Seb never found herself fond of the water. Always had that fear that she was going to drown. Luckily that one time she was in the water Brendon was there so she hung onto him for dear life. "It's not so bad. Please try to understand. This is who I am."
Her brown hair was in a pony tail and some of her hair was in her face. She wore a black shirt with jeans. It had Audrey Kitching on it looking dead with a sidekick in her hands. On the back it said 'Who the f-ck is Audrey Kitching?'. Sebastiania thought it was pretty cool since Audrey Kitching was her inspiration.
Sebby watched the waves crash over and over. Never once had she ever seen the Giant Squid. But did she really want to see it? Maybe. Not if it was going to eat her. She sighed as she thought to herself some.