the storm at the lake (Elsey)

[amystika791989]

Phoenix rushed out on to the grounds while the rain pounded down. Students were running past her trying to get inside after the storm broke out. The rain was cool on her face as she made her way down to the lake. She looked around for her friend that said she was going to meet her down here. Phoenix knew her friend had beaten her, she had made a wrong turn twice on the same stair case. Phoenix was near the lake and started looking around for Elsey.

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy had run out through the cold rain, she was waiting by the bank of the lake, for her friend. "Over here!" Elesy called over seeing her friend, who, she could barely see through this down pour. Elesy, and, her friend would be the only ones who would be out in this dow pour. But, then again why would that be bad?.


Elesy leaned down, she skimmed her fragile, thin, pale, long fingers over the water very gently. Elesy was being very calm, she loved it out here, afterall. Elesy smiled to herself, as she waited for her friend to come over to her. Elesy heard the thunder, then, she caught sight of some lightning off further away.[/font]

[amystika791989]

Phoenix caught sight of her friend and ran over. She was already soaked to the bone from the rain and as far as she could see, there was no one elses out here but them. Phoenix gave a huge grin as she heard thunder and saw lightening "Hey glad I finally found you!" Phoenix said as she waved at Elsey. "This is awesome."

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

"Yeah!" Elesy said, agreeing to both things, she smiled widely, as she heard the thunder grow louder, and, the storm bigger. Elesy couldn't help but, to smile. Elesy sighed slightly, only because, she mainly loved storms, and, the way they alwasy seemed to set. Elesy stepped away from the water for a moment, she then scanned over it, running her pale, thin, long fingers over the very waters, which could equal death, if not used the right way.


Elesy kept her gentle fingers on the waters for a couple moments, before taking them off. She then ran them through her hair, she smiled. Elesy wasn't sure of what next, but, she would enjoy just being utside in this brillant storm. Elesy waited, a smile glued upon her very lips, her smile was gentle, and, sweet as this time.[/font]

[amystika791989]

"Its much better when the storm is a good rain storm and not a blizzard." Phoenix said as she twirled about in the rain like a dancer. She felt the rain against her face and smiled. It reminded her of when she was younger and she and her brother would listen to the rain while it pounded on the stone drive way of the ranch where they lived. Phoenix flopped down on the wet lawn and stared up at the grey sky, her glasses becoming fogged between her heat and the cool rain. "Rain drops on roses and wiskers on kittens..." She said and started giggeling.

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy just sighed, waiting, waitng for her mind to hit something to talk about, or think. Elesy then got the thought in mind: The glass is half empty, half full. The thought really stuck to her, she couldn't get it out of her head. Elesy then came up with something else to think of: What is my remorse level?, I hate my own self questions, ah... Her thoguths were wild again.


Elesy looked around, barely aware of the world. She moved nearer to the waters again, running, or, as you could say skimming a finger over the waters, she smiled, with the rain beating on her hard. She stood up straight again, then, she smiled, pushing her long hair back, which, was being a pain. Elesy smiled, walking around a little, she then began to twirl in this wonderful rain. "A glass half empty, is half full." She had said for no reason at all.[/font]

[amystika791989]

"you could look at it like that, or you could see it as needing to be finished." Phoenix said in response to Elsey's comment about the glass being half empty/full. That was how she thought about like that. Thunder cracked over head and Phoenix's grin broke out again as she stared up at the huge sky. She thought about the time when there was a really bad spring storm and she was about eight, so her brothers all took her inside and played with her so she wouldn't be afraid. Phoenix missed things like that but she was much older now. She could just see in her minds eye the memory of getting on the floor and playing on the pots and pans because she was too little to play on Jussi's bigger drumset. "I wonder what it would be like to be a rain drop."

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy sighed. "Yes indeed you could." Elesy said,s eh looked around, she then layed down on the ground, she looked up at the sky, she felt like this was a nice moment, and, better yet, a great day, one of the best in the last couple. Elesy smiled up at the skies as her hair got more socked, she listened to the distant thunder, her world faded, as the thoughts began to det in, she partly fell asleep catching the words Phoenix just said, then she lost everything, she was viewing in her mind, her past.


In this she was only 5, she was out in a thunderstorm crying for her mother, she then saw Tigress come into sight, saying her mother hated her, and, left her to live like, this, and, young Elesy had believed it. Elesy remembered being told that alwasy, she always believed it, she hadn't realized it, but, she had actually being saying that. Elesy then came back. She looked around, tears flooding her eyes, she realizzed what she was saying, she then shut her mouth. "Sorry.." Elesy said to Phoenix, she then felt her heart become more heavy. Elesy sighed, with a sob at the end of it.[/font]

[amystika791989]

"Its alright. I understand. Is there anything I can do?" Phoenix asked as she sat up and looked at Elyse. She wanted to do anything she could to help her friends. Friends are the most important things to her. That reminded her that she wanted to send an owl to her friends CJ and Jukka back in Finland. Phoenix thought that it was something super important to her. "I want to do anything that I can to help."

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy shook her head no. "There's nothing you can, unless you can change time." ELesy said, she let a round of tears stream down her face, she let a sob out, she hated this, this was fear, her fear, losing everyone, and, making everyone hate her by her thoughts, because, she is more to the Dark side, and Dark Arts, she would support a Dark Lord, if she ever found one when she left school, who knows. Elesy let her fears and past get to her ice cold heart. Elesy sighed.


Elesy dried her tears. "I want to warn you, that I am not Loyal to serving the good side, I am Loyal to the dark side, but, since I have real friendships I will try to never let my ice cold heart take over myu thoughts all the way." Elesy said, she then looked over her arm. "I have a hand drawn Dark Mark." ELesy added, she had to be truthful.[/font]

[amystika791989]

"I don't mind what side you're on. Its a decision that only you can make. Light, dark, grey....its all a bit the same to me." Phoenix said with a shrug. "My loyalities are to my family and my friends. Nothing more and nothing less then that. It dosent matter what threatens them, they are my top priority." Phoenix said with a half smile on her face. "But it dosent matter what you choose you'll still be my friend and I'll always be loyal to my friends."

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy's face lit a bit more up. "Nice to know that I will always have friends, I know I will always be loyal to my friends, and, as much as I can to my family." Elesy said, she agreed, she would be loyal to her friends, and, family as much as she can, but, maybe her darkened ice cold heart would change either way, she would still be as good as she can to her friends, and, her family.


Elesy looked around, the clouds turning darker, and, darker, it made a smile appear for a brisk second on Elesy's pale face, she looked aroud, as it faded, she had thoughts come in then let them fade, she wanted nothing to do wtih her thoughts right now, she reallly didn't want anything to do with them, until she was all alone.[/font]

[amystika791989]

The rain continued to come down in torrents. "It seems that you mind body and soul are a bit out of wack." Phoenix said. She smiled up at the clouds. "No one can fix that but you. You have to listen to all three of them and only then you can know when they are aligned the right way. Once the three of them are together then any choices you make will be better. You'll know if they're the right ones for you." Phoenix said as she smiled. "The choices we make dictate who we are. just make sure they're the right ones for you." She said quoting what her brother had said to her so many times before now. He always told her that when she had a problem and went to him for help. Jussi may have been the youngest but he was the smartest out of the five of them.

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

Elesy nodded. "Thank you so much for your help." Elesy said, she remained still, she had only moved her lips, but that was all, she barely let herself breathe. "But, that will take me time." Elesy added, as she lay there, thinking on all the thing her friend had just said, she smiled to herself, heer thoughts began to disappear as she thought on this, she began to let herself start the thoughts of repair, and of all the things her friend said, she truly had a heart feeling that good wasn't for her, her heart, mind, and, body kept telling her that, she knew her choices would make her different from everyone else, but, her choices would be from her entirely.


Elesy gave a faint smile. "Well, from what I can feel, my heart, mind, and, body are telling me that this is the right choice for me." Elesy said, she was certain now, unlike before, she felt a little bit better, some color returned to her, but, she was still a duller color, of gray. Elesy let her mind, heart, and body become one, it was all pointing to letting herself become on the Dark Side, but, still remaining as Loyal as she can to her family, and, friends.[/font]

[amystika791989]

"When I'm done here, I want to use my magic to make things easier for my brothers when we travel... But the other stuff I miss so much." Phoenix said in a light voice as she thought about all the fun she had putting the drumset together and the one time when she over rode the sound system from the bus on her laptop and the time when she was able to cause so much havok early in the morning with a port-o-potty and a four wheeler. Those were fun times. "I don't really know where this magic thing will take me."

[Elesy Miranda Longhorn *Rp?*]

"Thats cool." Elesy said, she smiled somewhat. Elesy then began to walk a little bit away. Elesy heard lightning strike a tree not to far away, but, she had no fear, if death were meant for her, she would accept it willingly. Elesy began to hum to herself, soon to stop and walk back near her friend.


"Well, I must have time to think, I will see you around, sometime." Elesy said, she didn't say a goodbye, just headed for a far off part of the lake. Elesy was needing, and, seeking loneiness for now, she needed her sorrow and misery to help her think, but, that then again would put her through pain, but, she was OK, she needed that, she just needed pain, she needed loneiness for now, she was tired of life at the second.