The road (behind) [it] {All}

[ryanowl]

Nor, Rose Petal Lane would not be a place for Ryan to be found at, but here he was, walking down the lane. He was here in body, but in mind, he was a long way away. For what seemed like forever, he could not keep his thought together, and he was withdrawn from everyone. It was difficult for anyone to find him.

What is happening to me. I am not myself, and I wont be until I solve mt thoughts. Imposible for amyone. Ryan kepted walking fou a long time, his feet taking him to hogmeade. He looked in each of the stores windows. There was no place for him here,

Soon, he was lead back to RPL. He was unaware to his suroundings as he walked. Going in and out of his mind was the thought of his village, and what happened to it. After it was destroyed, he lost some memories of it, but they came back to him and time went on. There were still some peacec missing from him, and it felt like he was missing from his soul.

What It her name, I remember her crystal clear, but I cant name her. Tell me what it is!! Ryan sat down on a bench, head down, and hands on his forehead Some name has been illuding him, and he has lacking sleep over it. "Tell me who you are." Ryan wispered siliently to himself. "I want to remember who you are."

The one person who he was trying to remember was his first love. After his village, before he was in the hospital, he looked all overfer her, but he couldnt fing any trace of her. being who e was, he could only think of the worst, and not the best. Thinking of nothing but her, he was unaware of someone comming.

[ayame]

Ayame was walking down the lane, thinking of all the things she was trying to ignore. She wondered if she would ever be able to forget those terrible memories. Would they haunt her forever? She decided to sit down and allow herself to think for a while. She quickly found the nearest bench, but found a boy already there. He was sitting down slumped with his hands hiding his face. "Are you OK?" she asked him. "Do you have a head ache or something?" She was a little concerned, but this was as caring as she could make herself. Asking if he was OK in a flat monotone was all he could ask for right now.

[ryanowl]

Ryan looked up at the person talking to him. His lightning-yellow eyes reflected thhe sunlight, making them look like lightle glowing orbs. "No, I am just thinking about certain things." That is an understatement. Get your facts strait. "You wouldnt understant it." He hung his head, the leaned back, hande behind his head. He would normally be grinning, but he had a solem look on his face. That would be un for a while, at least until he could think about somthing else. Better said that done. That was no ease task for him.

[ayame]

Ayame raised an eyebrow at his response. "I wouldn't understand, huh?" Ayame was a little annoyed at that little remark. "Try me," she said, acidly. Ayame had problems of her own. Who was this total stranger to tell her what she could or couldn't understand? She sat down on the bench, and watched him with her golden eyes, waiting for the story.

[ryanowl]

"There is no resion to repeat anything I am thinking to anyone." His voise was quiet, but had a tone that sounded like a mixture on hurt, pain, anger, and hatred in it. After he had spoke, ne turned his lightning-yellow eyes on the girl, but hardly moved his head. "Alright?" There is no resion for me to speek to this girl about anything. She could pry all she wants, but she will get nothing.

[ayame]

Ayame took a deep breath. "Fine," Ayame said, "you don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to. I'm sorry if I'm prying into things too much." Ayame was trying to control her tone, but some of her annoyance leaked into the calm tone she was trying to use. "I'm Ayame, by the way. Can I ask what your name is, or is that asking too much?" She allowed herself to be sarcastic for that last part. She had no intention of leaving, not yet anyway.

[ryanowl]

Ryan looked at ayame out of the corner of his eye. "Call me Ryan Owl. That isnt to much of an answer, is it." He tryed to turn his comment against her, but he couldnt pull off the sarcasm she had, he didnt have it in her. Naturally, he wasnt a bad person, but he could be if angered, and at times he could be angered easyly, and today was one of those times, but he would try to be careful about everything.

[ayame]

"Alright then," Ayame had a better control on her voice now. Her usual smile had been replaced by a small frown at the way he was speaking to her, she would have been unrelentingly unpleasent about that behavior if she wasn't slightly amused at his attempt at sarcasm. The amusment started becoming more and more potent as she remember the way he had said the words, and soon a small smile was spreading across her red lips. She relaxed and let her wicked amusment take hold of her for the moment. There was no need to be unpleasant on a day like this. Her amused smile relaxed into a contented one as she looked up at the sky. Yes, there truly was no need to be unpleasant on a day such as this.

[ryanowl]

Ryan had no reson to speek at the moment, so he was silent as he scanned the area around him again, then he leaned nack, hands behind his head, but he didnt look the happy in the slightest. As he looked up into the sky, it made him feel as if it was mocking him. It should be raining, and be dark out. It would malke me more comfortable right now.

[ayame]

The silence was dragging on as they watched the sky. "So," Ayame said to break the silence, "what bring you here? I was just sort of wandering around when I found it." She smiled at the idiocy of her day of wandering around for really no reason. "Are you waiting for someone?"

[ryanowl]

"I was, like you, wandering around, and I was brought here. I dont remember how I got here, but I was walking, and that last thing I remember being in hogsmeade before sitting down where I am now." He looked at Ayame, and smiled for the first time, but it was bairly there, and it disapeared as fast as it was there, then he looked back to the sky.