i remember a year ago i was standing in the crowd

[xxbrokenheartxx]

ooc;; for mistuhh moretti ♥

Missus Aaryn had a plan. Yesh, she did. And she felt super-duper special about it too. Why? Because it was once and for all, pay back for the nasty woman named Ms. Kohn. She would be very mad. She didn't care if they called her mom and talked to her. Her mom wouldn't care. She was trying to buy her love, and getting her in trouble wouldn't really help. So she wouldn't really even get in trouble. This would be the awesomest prank ever! She just needed Dezi's help.

She would definitely get it. So, she wrote this letter and had her owl, Barney, send it to him.

Mistuhh Moretti --

DEZI! You MUST come to the QQ, it's important! I got this awesome plan, and you simply must come. If not... I will take your girlfriend hostage until you come. mwhahaha...

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♥ aaryn

There. That was easy. He would have to come. He couldn't resist a plan like that. Mistuhh Moretti would come and she would tell him her super awesome plan. And Ms. Kohn would never be mean again! Because she knew what would happen. It would be fun. [: Muchoness. And Ms. Kohn would be über embarrassed. But she needed one more person. Dezi would help her. The plan would involve the whole class, though. She grinned. This was going to be awesome!

She couldn't wait. Dezi better hurry up. She laid on the couch, waiting for him. She was going through her plan once more in her head. It would be awesome. Super duper awesome. She was so excited. She hoped Dezi could decipher her writing. If not... That might be kind of a problem... She had been told her writing was bad. She hoped it wasn't to bad. She was now waiting to long. Hopefully he came soon.[/color]

[robotboy]

Dezi had been sitting in his dorm room, contemplating things. The poor boy was going through something very tough and he wasn't sure how to deal with it. He sighed for the umpteenth time, wondering what to do. Maybe he should try talking to his sister about it. Or maybe there was someone else he could talk to. Jackson? He never really met his sister's boyfriend, but if he was her boyfriend, he must be nice. Maybe he could talk to him. Boy to... older boy. That was an idea. All he had to do was send him an owl.

Coincidentally, an owl just pecked at the window. Blinking, he got up from his bed in the boy's dorm and took the letter from its beak, seeing that it was addressed to him. Maybe it was from Alessa, which made his stomach sink down. She was just the person he'd been thinking of. Yet when he opened it up, he saw that it wasn't from her. A smile slowly crept across his lips as he continued reading it. The face she drew was funny, and now he was very curious as to what this super awesome plan was.

Slipping on a pair of black and white checkered Vans, he stuck the top of his hands in his dark blue skinny jeans, the neon green shirt with a robot pattern on it snug against his torso. Black hair was naturally very straight and hanging about his face in its usual way. He tried to flick his head to get it out of his brown eyes, but it didn't work. Oh well.

Finally, he found himself in the Quality Quarters. There were bunches of other students in there, but it didn't take him long to see a familiar person laying on the couch. Immediately, he smiled. Coming up to her, he noticed her eyes were closed, probably thinking or something. Resisting the urge to chuckle, he brought his face down close to hers, saying after a pause, "Boo."

[xxbrokenheartxx]

Aaryn was excited. Not only because of her plan, but because it included Mistuhh Moretti. What was so special about Dezi? She didn't know. But there was something about her friend... It was just something. And she was... She didn't know. She was feeling something she had never felt before. Okay. She had. But it was... Different. There was something about him. It was special. Very special.

To bad Mistuhh Moretti had a girlfriend. >=[ Maybe she could kill her... Throttle her or something. And then Dezi would notice her more as a friend. But... No. That wouldn't be very nice. Throttling someone who probably didn't deserve it. She was probably really nice. So throttling a really nice person would be like über mean. Yes, über mean. If she was ever mean to Dezi though... then she could throttle her. His girlfriend.

So she was sitting there, minding her own business, waiting for Dezi to come and then, BAM! He surprises her. Boo! She opened her eyes. Wow. he was right in her face. She screamed a little. She was in prime position for a... No. He wasn't doing it on purpose. It was just a coincidence. But she did not move her head. She kept on looking up at him. It was good this way. She would stay like this.

"You excited about my super awesome plan, Mistuhh Moretti?" she asked, grinning.

He was really good-looking. He had gorgeous brown eyes. Oh, she could stare into those pretty eyes. Stop it Aaryn! She had to stop thinking about him. She had more important things to think about.

Like her plan. The one where Ms. Kohn got lots of water balloons. They would shoot balloons at her. The plan was awesome. She would explain it all to Dezi. After he said something. Or until he ...... her. She would not think the word. Because it was not going to happen. It was baddddddd. She shouldn't even be thinking about it. But she was.

[robotboy]

When Aaryn opened her eyes, he smiled down at her. Her eyes were brilliantly green. If they were her natural colour, then she was very lucky. She was very pretty. He just noticed that now. Well, not just noticed, but actually admitted it to himself. He bit his lip for a second, his snakebites prominent, looking down at her as she looked back up at him. Something inside of him urged him to - No. He had a girlfriend.

When she spoke, pulling him from his thoughts, he smiled, moving his head away from hers quickly. His heart beating faster than usual, he pushed her legs off part of the couch and sat down beside her, swiveling around to sit cross-legged on the couch facing her. Smiling, he tried not to think about the 'moment' they'd just shared.

Unless it wasn't shared. Maybe he was just thinking that and she wasn't. He shook his head, not wanting to think about it at all. He had a girlfriend. He has a girlfriend. Nodding his head, he said, "I'm very excited about your super awesome plan. It must be super awesome, since you've mentioned it being so quite a few times."

Smirking, he looked at her and raised an eyebrow. Was she ever going to tell him the plan? Or would he just be a part of a plan that was super awesome, but he didn't know about it. Waiting a few seconds, looking at her as she looked at him, he said after awhile, "So, are you going to enlighten me on what the plan is about or what?"

[xxbrokenheartxx]

Aaryn was still looking at him. He had very pretty hair. If that was his natural color. It was very nice. She wished her hair was naturally black. Then all she'd have to do was put blonde and pink highlights in. But nooooo she had natural blonde hair. So she had to die her hair all black and then she had to add blonde and pink highlights. She had to add blonde highlights, although she already had blonde hair. How weird was that?

Then it was over. You see. He hadn't thought that. He wasn't going to kiss her. Just surprise her. Because then he walked away and pushed her legs off the couch to sit down. How rude! She laughed a little. Going and sitting his behind where her legs were. She had a perfectly good reason for her legs to be there! Wait... What was that reason. Okay. Scratch that. She stood up. She was being weird.

I'm very excited about your super awesome plan. It must be super awesome, since you've mentioned it being so quite a few times.

He spoke and she nodded. But didn't say anything. She was still thinking about life. It had been interesting lately. She had fallen for a certain Mistuh Dezi Moretti [she didn't know his full name. ]. But he had a girlfriend. How sad... She would have to give up on him. But she couldn't. He was so nice. And he had done so many things. They had shared so much, well, really only fun classes, but beside the point! This was very sad. v.v

So, are you going to enlighten me on what the plan is about or what?

"Oh, right," she said, laughing a little, "I was thinking, sorry. Okay, so here it is. We get water balloons, and sneak them into class, Herbology, of course, and then, part way through class, I give the signal, and then both of us stand up and then we magic some water balloons at her. Next, we say, 'anyone can join in the fun.' And then we send water balloons hovering over every desk and that way, anyone can through water balloons, at whoever. Ultra revenge. Then we sneak out of class before she can catch us."

[robotboy]

Dezi couldn't help but keep thinking of her. His heart was still beating quickly from their last little bit of closeness. Their faces had been so close together that he'd felt her breath on his face and the warmth rising from her body heat. The closeness had been almost unbearable. Not in a bad way, because he'd enjoyed it. But in a way, it was bad, because he shouldn't be having these feelings. Sighing, he wondered what was wrong with him. He didn't want to be a heart breaker.

He found himself looking at her again. She was so gorgeous. He got a bit of a pain in his chest and bit his lip, looking up at the ceiling for a few seconds and then down at his hands that were in his lap. He didn't want to look at her, because he knew he'd be tempted if he did. And he knew he'd think about her if he did. But he had to. It was rude not to, and he was a very gentlemanly like person.

Bringing his face down, he looked across at Aaryn, trying his hardest to think about anything but her. It was quite impossible. But Dezi was trying. He was trying for Alessa's sake. He didn't want to hurt her. But by the way he was feeling, he thought he just might have to. No. Don't think that. Taking a deep breath in and out quietly, so he hoped Aaryn wouldn't hear, he smiled a bit, listening to her plan.

His eyebrows rose a bit and his eyes widened as she spoke. So she wanted to do a plan to soak Ms. Kohn with water balloons. He could see some fault to her plan, although he had to admit, it was pretty super awesome. Smiling widely, the boy nodded his head a bit. "I'd love to help out with that. Although, maybe we should magically put all the water balloons over everyone's desk with our wands under the table and then grab one and start throwing. If she sees us stand up and give the order, she knows we planned it. If we do it this way, she won't know who planned it except that we took part. Y'know?"

[xxbrokenheartxx]

Aaryn couldn't stop this feeling. If only he was hers. She couldn't help but think about it. She couldn't stop. He was so... She didn't know. But he was nice. Funny. Just awesome. But he didn't feel that way about her. He had a loving girlfriend. She wondered if he had thought what she thought in their moment of closeness. Probably not. Because he had a girlfriend. She had to keep reminding herself of this. Of this awful fact. This terrible, awful, fact.

Why were there so many awful facts in life? Like she had a jerkish dad. An awful mother. And now this. He had a girlfriend. She was very sad inside. Because she wanted to be his girlfriend. Not the other girl. Whoever she was...

She was staring at him again. This was unright. Wrong. All wrong. Because he tempted her. She stared at her hands for a few moments. But she had to look at him when he talked. It would be rude if she didn't. So what was she to do? She looked at him. She would resist. She would resist all temptation. She didn't want, but she had to. Because Dezi had a girlfriend. A good one, probably. And she'd be a butt face to ruin that. And she didn't want to be a butt-faces. Butt faces were meannnnnn. And Aaryn was cold, not mean.

She listened to him. That was all. But she didn't want to think about him. She tryed to cross him out in her mind. Put him on her "bad" list. Things she could not think about. Dezi. Numba One. The number one thing she couldn't think about. It was Dezi. She couldn't think about him. Not at all. No thinking. No thinking about Mr. Moretti. None at all. Because that would be a bad thing. And she was not a bad person. Not at all. She listened to him give ideas.

I'd love to help out with that. Although, maybe we should magically put all the water balloons over everyone's desk with our wands under the table and then grab one and start throwing. If she sees us stand up and give the order, she knows we planned it. If we do it this way, she won't know who planned it except that we took part. Y'know?

This was why she wanted him to help her. He always thought of anything. "Great idea!" she said. She stood up, in excitement, "I'll give you a wink when we magic the first water balloon at her. And we should do it to a few other people as well, you know, just so people join in. You know what I mean?"

She took a step, and tripped over her bag. She fell onto Dezi's lap. Her lips touched his. And she didn't get up. She kept on kissing him. So much for no temptation. This felt too damn good.

[robotboy]

Dezi grinned, happy that he'd helped her a bit with her plan. He was always quick to spot out any faults there might be. Luckily, there wasn't many. He nodded his head, agreeing with what she said. So now the whole plan was figured out. All they had to do was put it into action in their next Herbology class. "Melissa would probably like to help out. We should let her in on it the beginning of class, just so we're not completely alone with throwing the water balloons. Wouldn't it be terrible if no one but us participate-?"

He didn't get to finished his sentence because she tripped over her bag. His arms reached out to try and catch her, but she fell forward. Forward onto his lap. And her lips pressed against his. It was probably an accident, but then she kept kissing him, tongue and all. His arms, outstretched to catch her, stayed there for a moment, being in shock and all. After all, here was Aaryn Saeumi kissing him all of a sudden.

Yet, it felt amazing. He moved his arms to hold her against him, one sliding around her lower back and the other moving to the back of her head, holding her there firmly. He was kissing her back vigorously, loving the feel of their French kiss. She was great at this, he had to admit. And he was one hell of a kisser as well [ not to be conceited or anything].

It was his instinct to kiss back. Especially when it felt so amazing. I mean, two great kissers made one really great kiss. Holding her tightly, he continued to kiss her passionately, not caring that a few students were glancing at them, some girls looking at her with jealousy, some guys looking at him with jealous, some people looking at them with disgust.

Dezi wasn't even thinking about Alessa. He wasn't thinking about anything at all except for the fact that this felt so right. He was caught up in the moment, and he wasn't stopping.

[xxbrokenheartxx]

Dezi was happy he was helping her. She was happy he was happy. And she was happy he was happy to help. She noted these things before she fell. He had said something. Before her falling became obvious. She had listened. But replying was useless at that point. The wondrous fall had already taken control of her. She was about to be happy. And no words needed to be said. No words at all. Because, right now, life was awesome. Because she was in the arms of the most wonderful man ever.

He had his arms outstretched. When she fell. He didn't do anything for a moment. Aaryn was worried. Perhaps she had done something wrong. Now he would hate her. Because she made him cheat. Making him cheat was baddddd. She felt guilty for a moment. But, she thought it was worth it. Because this moment was like the best. The best ever. Quite literally. Nothing could match it.

Not even getting her first tooth. Seriously.

And then he was kissing her back. It felt good. The tongue had already gone into place a long time ago. This was the best thing ever. He was a great kisser. She was glad she could match him. Perhaps all those days of playing spin-the-bottle with her middle school friends really did pay off. Perhaps it did. Because now she was kissing someone worthwhile. And it felt really good. Seriously excellent.

This was amazing. One wonderful kiss. She realized now, that people were staring. Boys probably wished they could be in Dezi's place, and girls wished they were in hers. But others were probably thinking, 'getta room!'. She would think that. But never again. This was what people felt when they did that. This was it. So 'getta room', she now found offensive. It was not right. Because things just happened.

Aaryn had stopped thinking about the fact he had a girlfriend. The fact that she would be hurting someone. The fact that this was wrong. It felt right. So why couldn't it be right? It had to be. She wasn't thinking about anything other than this. Just this. This wonderful feeling.

[robotboy]

Their kissing felt so great that he just couldn't stop. They were really perfectly at it, and he was feeling so great. His heart was beating rapidly, and he could feel hers beating quickly the same against his chest. But the fact that he noticed people whispering about them made him tune into something other than the kiss. Her heard people muttering their names. How did they know who they were?

And then, if people knew who they were, they might start rumors. And that's when it clued in. Alessa might find out. Alessa! Oh no. He finally remembered her. And felt terrible about all of this. About forgetting about his own girlfriend's existence. Sometimes you don't remember anything when you're in the moment. Pulling away from Aaryn reluctantly, he looked at her, stunned. His brown eyes looked a bit worried and a bit terrified, but mostly shocked.

Pushing Aaryn off his lap gently, he swung his legs around so that they hung off the couch, resting his elbows on his knees and putting his face in his hands. There was a sinking feeling in his stomach, and he was at a loss for words. He'd been cheated on way too many times to know what it felt like, and now he was finding himself in the same situation, except he was the bad guy.

But it wasn't really cheating, right? It was all a mistake. A mistake. He didn't date another girl while dating Alessa. He just accidently kissed one. No, it wasn't cheating... Was it?

"Oh God. Oh God, oh God, oh God," he muttered into his hands, not knowing what to do. He could turn back time. Yet now the things he'd been thinking about Alessa were just even harder to understand. After awhile, he took his face out of his hands, chewing on his lip and looking sideways at Aaryn. He still couldn't help but feel like there was something between them. But they couldn't do anything while he had a girlfriend.

Looking at her sadly, he murmured, "Aaryn... I can't do this with you. I have a girlfriend..." Pausing, he put his head in his hands again and muttered, "I screwed up so bad..."

[xxbrokenheartxx]

This felt great. So good. This was perfect. This was the perfect moment. Not only was she kissing this wonderful boy, he was kissing her back and he was damn good at it. Their hearts were beating quickly. Their chests were touching and she could feel it. She could hear whispers in the distance. But. Why? How? How did they know their names. And then it was obvious. The whispers weren't Aaryn and Dezi they were Saeumi and Moretti. Their last names. They had made a name for themselves in class. And now they were doing that again by eloping in public.

Then she remembered. She was making him cheat. That was bad. And rumors. She didn't care about them. ink what they'd like. If they were happy at judging her. Well then, so what. She didn't know them. So she didn't care. Then he broke away. Looks like he remembered too. She stared at him. She felt guilty now. Very guilty. Her green orbs looked into his brown ones. He was shocked too. They both were. Because they had done something wrong. But enjoyed every moment of it.

He pushed her off his lap. She didn't protest. He let his legs dangle, and Aaryn scooted to the edge of the couch, resting her head on the arm rest. She had messed up. Really messed up. She was being all mean and stuff. Poor Dezi. She screwed it up for him. And she knew cheating. It happened to her. They dated her for her looks. But, of course, they found someone better looking and voila! someone else to date. She also seemed to find guys like that. But not Dezi. But he was taken. Someone else had found that too.

It was an accident, she decided. All an accident. She hadn't meant to kiss him. She had accidentally stuck her tongue in his mouth. Right. That was it. It had all been an accident. A big mistake. Nothing had happened purposely. It was a lie. But it made her feel better.

Oh God. Oh God, oh God, oh God. Aaryn... I can't do this with you. I have a girlfriend... I screwed up so bad...

She knew he was speaking true. She looked at him as he spoke. She wouldn't let tears fall. Like, what did she expect. He did have a girlfriend. He wouldn't give it up for one amazing kiss. "I... Understand," she said, "but, um, let's just forget about it. You know, be friends, carry on with our plan. If, you know."

She felt like a jerk. And she absolutely hated it. But she hated even more what he said. Because it was true. And she didn't want it to be.

[robotboy]

Dezi was feeling like crap, obviously. He had this kind of slow motion thing going on. Like everything was moving slow before in their kiss, nothing was registering but her. Now everything was still slow, though the realization that he really kissed her had hit him like a ton of bricks. Now his brain was moving as slow as a mashed potatoes. He couldn't tell Alessa, she might break up with him. Did he want to break up with her? He didn't think so. But he wasn't sure. Then again, if he didn't tell Alessa, she might find out and be even more mad at him for not telling her.

Oh God. What should he do? He was so confused. He'd never had to make such a hard decision in his life. All the student's voices around him were jumbling together, hearing 'Moretti' and 'Sauemi' repeated time and time again. Now not only had he ruined his relationship with him and Alessa, he also ruined his reputation, Aaryn's reputation, and Avery's reputation. Avery because her last name was Moretti as well. v.v

Sighing, he tried to calm down, taking his head out of his hands and staring blankly across the room at the wall. What was he supposed to do? Aaryn was speaking, and he heard what she said. Once she was done, he looked down at his hands clasped together between his legs. She understood. She knew they couldn't be together. Just friends. But why didn't he feel like that was okay?

Maybe because he kind of wanted more. Maybe because he was a tad bit disappointed. Yet, it's what had to happen, right? That's just the way things went. He nodded his head slowly, sadly. Sighing, he looked over at her and said, "Oh. 'Kay." He paused for a moment, before whispering, "Do you think I should tell Alessa?"

[xxbrokenheartxx]

Aaryn felt like a poo-face. Being a poo-face was no good. Especially when it happened in slow motion. It was slow motion during the kiss. Nothing but Dezi. Nothing but how wonderful it felt. Nothing but that. But then, after the kiss, all the pain and embarrassment was slow motion too. She had ruined everything. Why? Why? Why did it have to end like this. She felt like such a whore. Stealing another person's boy. That was definitely NOT her thing. She was upset.

What would happen. It was sucky. She had ruined her reputation. And Dezi's. And most likely his girlfriend's too. This was terrible. She felt awful. It was awful to do this to anyone. She was a wicked person. And this was awful. She had been a horrid person. She didn't want to look him in the eye right now. She didn't thing she could manage it right now. Since Dezi was a good person. And good people don't look bad people in the eyes.

He was listening. Listening to what she said. As he looked at her. She bit down hard on her lip. She was resisting the urge to cry. He seemed to understand. But he wasn't happy about it. No. He had liked that too. He had liked it. She was evil. She had seduced him. Brought an innocent person to the dark side. What kind of horrid person would do that?

Apparently Aaryn would. And, no matter how bad this sounded, she had liked it. She had enjoyed it. Enjoyed it very much. Because it had felt right. No matter how wrong it was. It had felt right. Very right.

Oh. 'Kay. Do you think I should tell Alessa?

She didn't need to ask who Alessa was. It was his girlfriend. She shook her head. "No, let's not hurt anymore feelings." Finally, she couldn't stand looking at him, knowing they would never have anything. "Dezi, I'm... not feeling well," she said, looking down, "I'm just gonna, go, I'll owl you the deatails."

She stood up, turned around and walked off. She opened the door to the QQ and left. She went to her room. By the time she left, anyone could see the large, eye-size, wet marks on the bed.