Post by sourmapl3 on Aug 21, 2007 1:54:28 GMT -5
Eyes on the moon...
Life in the ground...
My souls in the water...
And I will soon drown...
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It was after hours, and everyone should be in bed, but...that doesn't mean they all are. Kiera was all the way up at the top of the tower. This would be, if anyone would see her, the only time ever you would probably ever see Kiera without a book. But no one would care, "Because everyone hates me..." She whispered to herself. She gazed out the window at the half full moon. Never wanting to look away from its beauty. Her ocean eyes lit up from it's light; they looked like two full moons. She was kind of your average lone wolf. Or in her case teenager. People were always slapping labels to her face. Staring her down as she walked down the hall, being the last one left with out a partner in class, and getting stuck with that other last person who moped and complained they were stuck with Kiera. She really wanted to punch herself, but she was too scared, so she rather give herself some verbal abuse. She started pacing back and forth the tower, around and around she walked in circles. "Your such a loser!" She hissed at herself, "The one that everyone hates, that everyone wants to push around!" Her voice was growing louder but she didn't take notice. Tears were pouring down her eyes, but she didn't wipe them away. "The one that people laugh at in the hall, and whisper behind your back, why don't you just die!" She quickly covered her mouth and dropped to the floor. She really said that loud. She backed up to the wall of the tower still on the ground, hand still over her mouth. She shut her eyes tight, which made two more tears roll out. 'Someone’s going to find me!' she shouted in her head, 'I'm finished! this is the end!'
Finally after about 10 minutes of silence, Kiera slowly opened her wet eyes. At first everything was blurry, but she blinked a few times and her vision was clearer. Going flat on her belly, she slowly crawled to the edge and look over down the stairs, she saw and heard no one. She sighed of relief and two more tears fell from her eyes, dropping to the bottom of the stairs. She slowly stood, not even brushing the dirt off. Her legs couldn't hold her and she fell to the ground again. She held her legs tight to her heart. Leaning angst the wall breathing heavily, as more tears poured out. Her bangs fell over her left eye, and she left them their, that’s where she liked them so no one could see her.
What was this life she was running, at Trios Hogwarts everything was so post to be great, unless you’re Kiera Buvon. She leaned her head back looking up; she was sitting under the window, and could see the light shining in her blurry vision. Even though she wanted to so dearly be alone, their was a small part of her heart that wanted someone to come that she could cry on their shoulder, but she had no friends. So she would sit here all alone until day dawns, then go back to her dorm and pretend that nothing happened, go through another horribly day filled with hate, stairs and labels. And end up here again at night. She wanted someone to come so badly, but... "I'll just be a burden." She said aloud, not caring as more tears poured out her already wet river eyes.
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More time had passed and Kiera removed her tears from her eyes, they were still glossy but not as wet, she pulled out her wand and stared at it. Just wondering about everything...
Finally after about 10 minutes of silence, Kiera slowly opened her wet eyes. At first everything was blurry, but she blinked a few times and her vision was clearer. Going flat on her belly, she slowly crawled to the edge and look over down the stairs, she saw and heard no one. She sighed of relief and two more tears fell from her eyes, dropping to the bottom of the stairs. She slowly stood, not even brushing the dirt off. Her legs couldn't hold her and she fell to the ground again. She held her legs tight to her heart. Leaning angst the wall breathing heavily, as more tears poured out. Her bangs fell over her left eye, and she left them their, that’s where she liked them so no one could see her.
What was this life she was running, at Trios Hogwarts everything was so post to be great, unless you’re Kiera Buvon. She leaned her head back looking up; she was sitting under the window, and could see the light shining in her blurry vision. Even though she wanted to so dearly be alone, their was a small part of her heart that wanted someone to come that she could cry on their shoulder, but she had no friends. So she would sit here all alone until day dawns, then go back to her dorm and pretend that nothing happened, go through another horribly day filled with hate, stairs and labels. And end up here again at night. She wanted someone to come so badly, but... "I'll just be a burden." She said aloud, not caring as more tears poured out her already wet river eyes.
xxxxxx
More time had passed and Kiera removed her tears from her eyes, they were still glossy but not as wet, she pulled out her wand and stared at it. Just wondering about everything...