i wanna be a rockstar [lizzy]

[Brie Alley]

When your gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. I miss you.

I can't believe, its been this long. We haven't talked in forever. I need someone to talk to. Cause I feel like no one's on my shoulder. I need help. Someone save me, because I just need you.

The Ravenclaw sat down on a couch. Watching a video of her Dad & Mom's wedding. Her real mom. Not her step. She sighed as she got to the I do's. Boring. Then she saw her Mom's face. Her beautiful blonde hair was full of color. Not it's dull brown. She had dyed her hair. Wow.

She sighed. And turned it off. And then wiped her eyes. It made her sad.

[Jade "Lizzy" Silvernacle]

[[[sorry i've been so busy lately and totally forgot we were gonna rp.]]]


Wandering the halls to find something to occupy her time seemed to be all Lizzy did lately. She was worried about Brad since he had been gone for a month now. It made her sad to think that something really bad had happened to him so she tried not too. Though that didn't stop her from carrying his letter around like it was all that was left of him. Sure most people would think it was dumb, but they would also think it dumb that she had had it memorized within a day or so, but she didn't care all she cared about was that he returned safely.

Sighing she walked with the letter in the pocket of her dark denim blue jeans. She had talked to Angel, but that didn't stop the fact that they both seemed rather worried about him. Sometimes she felt like she just wanted to find a dark corner, curl up in it, and never leave. Other times she would want to kick and throw and break something, but she never did. She never fell to self mutilation again either. Something was stopping her, and she knew it was the look on Brad's face when he discovered what she did.

Before long she found herself in the corridor of the MER. A place she visited when she really needed to get out of the rest of the castle and just be with her music. Every step she took towards it a song in her head played louder and louder. And she knew that only about five people had heard it too, and that was because a friend had written it. It was sad, but pretty, but amazing all at once. Teardrops like diamonds glisten on her face...

When she finally reached the MER she heard something that sounded like wedding vows. Slowly opening the door and going in without making a sound she watched as a girl turned off the t.v. and wiped away her tears. It took her a second, but she finally recognized the girl as Brie Alley. A girl she had met in the Courtyard Maze in her second term.

Smiling to herself she was glad that another friend was still there. Going over she sat down on the couch next to her friend and faced her. "Hey what's wrong? I know it was more than that wedding movie too so don't try me." she said looking at Brie. It was most likely true that the sadness in her friends face was more than just from that video.

[[sorry it's a bit long. i put it in size one so it was easier to read.