Post by chelsea on Oct 28, 2007 3:32:11 GMT -5
SAMUEL / OPEN.
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'Move it Chelsea.' Her father's harsh voice cut across the train station, as she followed quietly. She clinged onto the satchel that she was carrying, and her shoes shuffled soundlessly against the floor. Brown eyes glanced about the place, as she followed her father's footsteps. For a Muggle, he was rather self-assured on where he was going. But then again, when had Chelsea ever seen her father anything but self-assured? He had this face of calm-ness, always present. Even in times of worry he was sure collected, never one to leak emotion. Chelsea would pay anything, just to see a thread of emotion on her father's face. Yet, that would never happen, would it?
Realising she had been drifting, and had falled behind her father a few steps, she watched him give a look at her, at which she immediately caught up, for fear of another scolding. Chelsea may not show emotion most of the time, but it didn't mean she wasn't scared of a few things. For one, she was scared of her father. His scoldings were horrific, and made her on the brink of tears every time, something that itself was a feat to manage. Chelsea was glad that she was leaving. She wouldn't miss those at all.
They reached a solid wall, and with a motion of her father's hands, he walked through it. Chelsea blinked, surprise overcoming her, before realising her father was probably waiting on the other side. It would do her no good to keep him waiting. And without a second thought, she pushed her trolley into the wall, and entered. The feeling of going through a wall was anything but pleasant, but she survived. As brown orbs scanned where she was, she took note of the sign that hung precariously over her head. Platform Nine and Three Quarters - her station. A faint smile on her face, she immediately schooled it back into one of nonchalance, quickly gaining her position by her father. Black orbs bore into her, as he swiftly took her trunk and entered the train, depositing it into the cabin. Only when he had gone off the train did Chelsea dare enter. It was time.
Her eyes lingered on her father. Did she miss him? Not really. She wouldn't miss him. She blamed him for the leaving of her mother, she blamed him dearly. She did not miss him. What she was looking at, was how her father, despite his only daughter leaving, was still able to keep a still expression, a steady one. The only thing that was moving, was his eyes, as it was locked into hers. The staring match continued, till the whistle of the train was blown. She broke the competition, blinking. Her father would never miss her. The train started moving, and as Chelsea stood at the window, so did her father, who remained rooted on the platform. Would she wave? Yell goodbye? Plausible options, but Chelsea was most likely not to do any of that.
Yet, she had to say she was leaving, in a way, right? Right. But what was the best way to say it? She doubted he would care if she waved, or if she had hugged him before she had left. He wouldn't care at all. So why should Chelsea bother? It would be, as she herself would have aptly put it, 'a waste of time'. He wouldn't care-- Nevr. Still, she had to. As a duty of a daughter, since he had been her father after all. So, moments before her father left her vision, her lips parted, a single word forming from them. Directed for his ears alone, given that he would hear anything she said.'Goodbye.' The single word left her lips, herself saying this without remorse, to the man she called her father. And as her father looked up, he was left only to see an empty window, the fourteen-year old girl now retreated into her compartment on the train. And there she sat, staring out of the window, her chin rested delicately on her left hand, right hand running pale fingers through her brown hair. She wasn't crying, nor was she smiling. She was thinking.Goodbye was always thehardestword to say.