Post by rae on Nov 29, 2007 22:18:16 GMT -5
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It had been, all in all, a very cold day. A day where the leaves, showing their true colors now that death had come to claim them, whipped around the school grounds, their will bended to that of the wind. Students were bundled up profusely and many formed clouds without magic though such miracles dissipated moments after creation. With an overcast day with little sunlight, though somehow rather bright so your eyes can see, most had chosen to stay inside this day curled up to never ending fires, laughter, games, and friends. Alexandraea was not of that sort.
Her foot stepped onto a dried twig, snapping it. The proceeding noise was deafening in this chilly silence. For Alexandraea, she was at home. What could be considered home, however. Never in her life had she seen herself in such a solemn mood. She was changing, bending her will to some unknown force itself. What it was, she had no idea. It was simply ravishing her mind, transforming her from inside out. When she presented herself to her family come break they would hardly recognize her--personality wise, at least.
Physically she was more or less the same. The same black hair that everyone in her family shared. Her eyes, the green that was so unusual of her ancestry, present and unchanging. Alexandraea could most likely guess that she would be the same height, the same weight, and carried herself much the same. The Ravenclaw still wore the same sort of clothes that filled her closets at home. Her nails remained the same length as they always had and her feet would not grow any more than her body. No, physically she would be the same.
Emotionally was another matter entirely. In what little time she had spent at Trios Hogwarts, her poetry journal had been filled to the brim. You could tell when the change happened--all the poems went from cheerful and happy to having a sort of disdainful and self-pitying tone. Her eyes, though the same, held different emotions and gave them different shines. Her lips, now pale, held little words to bear to the outside world. One could guess that she needed some form of companion but she would never actually scout one out for herself. No, said person would have to approach her. No matter, it was not like they would.
Her hair was in her face, whipping with the wind. She wore no scarf, just a Ravenclaw hoodie she had picked up at a place she couldn't place, a pair of naby blue jeans, and sneakers--she had chosen a pair that were reluctant to let air in. Otherwise, even with the two pairs of socks on, she would be cold. Her fingers were gloveless, and the tips of her fingers were on the verge of turning blue. Hopefully they did not. That would hardly be good at all as she would be, all in all, forced back into the castle.
But, Alexandraea continued to walk through the now dead garden. She was imagining the area in full bloom where there were scents and pollen everywhere. Admired by many and cursed with those tragic few that had allergies. Alex smiled at this thought, happy she was not in such a group. As she continued to walk, thought emerged in her head and she could barely hold back the smile. Davan was connecting to nature. Her roots, everyone's roots. It was breathtakingly amazing. And her mind was running very, very wild.
And she was thinking about the boy in the rain. He had been here...and he was lying on his back in the rain. What an odd boy. Her mind struggled to figure out what happened but it simply would not come. Stupid mind--it was failing her yet again. Sadly, she could do nothing to punish it. To punish her mind would be to punish herself, after all.
"I wonder if anyone else is around here," she murmured, taking up a place on a bench near what seemed to be a dead rose bush. Once again, how quaint to sit beside the dead symbol of love. It just tore her heart--not really but it did close enough. Close enough to where she considered moving before finding the idea preposterously idiotic and staying put. So now, she resorted herself to memories and daydreams, slipping into fantasy as she waited for someone--anyone--to pass by and converse with her on good terms.