I missed you, but I had to go (Nessa)

[cw]

Mister Cody Welsh. You heartbreaker. Curse yourself. Damn it. He said silently to himself. He missed his old surroundings. He sighed as he walked into the forest. To him. This place didn't scare him. Not one bit. He wanted to take a friend. But no one was there.

Cody had made it in the forest. No one at all. Oh had be longed to see Nessa. He had heard so much about her and Brayden. And he literally wanted to kill that punk. He heard someone coming. He pulled out his wand. And sat down.

[giraffe]

Nessa had decided to take a walk in the forest to clear things up in her head. It was a cloudy day, but only afternoon. She looked up. Trees. This was her first time in the forest, and she had not realized how thick it was with trees. She heard no one. It started to get darker, the further she went in. She knew this happened, but still got a little scared. Then she saw a light pretty close, she cautiously walked up to it, keeping herself hidden. But then she realized it was but only a boy. She looked more closely. Not just a boy. Her cousin! Cody Welsh. She knew for a fact that it was him and went up and jumped on his back. Seeing him had made her forget about her bad day, it in fact turned her whole day around. She smiled. "Ahh, i've missed you!" She said realizing tears were in her eyes. She knew she missed him and had not seen him in so long!

[cw]

He had got up. And started walking. He shouted Lumos. And there was light. He had learned that last term. When he was a first year. He smiled. And then heard someone behind him. But he didn't stop. He stopped because he heard it coming closer. He smiled. And then heard running. He was shocked to feel someone jump on his back. He knew who it was. Nessa. He looked up at her. "Well. Hello Missy." He put her down. And smiled. "I have missed you too." He kissed her forehead. Cause she was his cousin.

[giraffe]

Nessa laughed as he kissed her on her forehead. But then her laughing and smile quickly faded, because that single kiss gave her the chills, because that reminded her of Brayden. A tear rolled down her face. Nessa didn't know if Cody knew about them breaking up, so he figured he would not tell him, she did not want to worry him over her. She faked a smiled and looked to him. "So how are you?"

[cw]

Cody looked at her. She seemed very upset. And he had already been told about the breakup. So after he had kissed her forehead, he felt bad. He looked at her. She was crying. Well, one tear. But to him. That was crying. He looked at her. He wiped her tear off of her face. And he smiled at her. "Nessa. I heard all about it. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe you and Brayden weren't mean't for each other." He hugged her. "We will face it together, cause it's you and me together." He smiled.

[giraffe]

Nessa heard him as he said everything. It made sense, but she was still upset. "But it was all my fault. If i would've believed him, everything would be alright!" Nessa told him taking a deep breath. A few more tears ran down her face. She squeezed her eyes and shook her head, looking down. In her head she told herself over and over again, that it was all her fault. Something like this, Brayden could not just forget and forgive her, it would take time to mend this.

[cw]

Oh poor Nessa. She was heartbroken. Nothing that family couldn't do. He smiled at her. He wrapped his arms around her. She needed all of the family she could have at this school. And Cody just happened to be here for her. He looked down at his feet. And held her tightly. He could only wish that they would get back together. But who knows. "Nessa. It's not your fault. Brayden, and Brie shouldn't have been so close. They convinced everyone that they were together. When they weren't." He held onto her.

[giraffe]

Nessa knew this was not true she looked into his eyes. "They were just being friends, and me and my jealous self cant let Brayden hang out with other girls. I'm not being fair to either of them. It is all my fault." Nessa let more and more tears roll down her face. She wanted to prove to Brayden that it was all her fault. And wanted to tell everyone that Brie did nothing wrong. She wanted to leave that to the world. She did not mind if Brayden did not still love her, she didn't even love herself anymore.

[cw]

Cody looked at her. She didn't do anything. Why, was she blaming herself. Cody sighed. And then looked into the forest. This seemed to be the perfect place for her to scream out her anger. "Nessa. You didn't do anything. Trust me. You are like the sister I never had. And I want you to know. That I love you." He wrapped his free arms around her. And watched her smile. She started crying. Cody let go. And wiped her eyes. "Nessa. It's okay. We are here for you." [/color]

[giraffe]

Cody kept insisting that it was not her fault. He was really a nice guy. "But Cody, someone has to take the blame. It was my fault. I know you're trying to help me, but its ok, i know it's my fault and nothing you say will make me think otherwise. Im sorry but.." Nessa stopped there. She was now standing up and looking to Cody. To tell him this felt like someone had set a fired in her heart. She felt an ache in her heart and sat down by him again. "Im sorry." she told him once again, and she repeated that over and over again in her head. "Thankyou." She told him, he wiped her tears, but more came down again. Her eyes were now swollen from crying and she did not know how much longer she could hold out like this.

[cw]

He couldn't help but wonder what was bothering more, Brayden, or talking to him. Seeing how much he acted like Brayden. Made him feel really bad. Nessa was his sister, well kinda. He treated her like one. She was like his adopted sister. And she needed him more than anything. Well. Besides Ashley, her bestfriend. She seemed really dizzy. And he realized she might get sick. She sat down. And he sat next to her. "Nessa. You know I am always here for you." He smiled at her.

[giraffe]

"Yes, and i cant thank the world to have someone like you." Nessa smiled and hugged him, and kissed him on the cheek. "But you wont always be right by my side to help me fight my problems, Cody." Nessa said feeling like someone had stabbed her in the heart. She continued. "I think i know what i need to do. Ill give us some time, but then i will to apologize to him and maybe we can still be friends." Nessa bent her head down and closed her eyes. What if Brayden never wanted to see her again, so he didn't show up to anything. Or listen to anything she had to say. The last tear that she could get out rolled down her face.

[cw]

He smiled at Nessa. And then let go of her. She did have a pont. He wasn't always gonna fight he battles. But he would be there any other time. Like he said. He is her sister. And he loves her to death. Cody smiled at her. "Nessa. You know all of the right things to say. And this boy must be pretty stupid not to like you. But there is always more fish in the sea." He smiled at her. And then grabbed her hand. "Let's go take a walk. You are gonna need it. Or. You will be light-headed." He laughed.

[giraffe]

Nessa smiled. Luckily she did not hurt him or anything. "Yeah, but the thing is, he might still like me for all i know. He does like me, and i like him, but i could not trust him, and now i know that i was wrong about that." Nessa stood up. No more tears came from her face, she felt drained of emotion. "A walk sounds nice." Nessa smiled knowing it could cheer her up. She truly loved this boy.

[cw]

He looked at Nessa. Was she sure about this. Did she really deserve a cheating boyfriend. Well. He didn't do anything. So. He didn't cheat. He looked at Nessa. And he held his hand out. And they held hands. Friendly way though. Like friends. He smiled at her. "Well. If you wanna get back together. You go for it."

[giraffe]

Nessa smiled as they held hands and started on the way through/out of the forest. Nessa looked to Cody. Something seemed to be wrong. "Hey, are you ok, i mean he didn't do anything." Nessa paused. "Did he?" Nessa bit her lower lip, while still looking at Cody.

[cw]

Cody knew that he couldn't lie to her. And then he sighed. Uhm. Tell her, is all his mind was telling him. Cody started to fight hiself. Don't do it, was all his mind could say. He did see Brayden with Brie. And then seemed, well. More than friends. But who knew. Cody's eyes could be lying. Maybe Cody. It wasn't the best to tell her. "Nothing. I was just thinking. You deserve better than him." He blurted it out.