Selena's Journal

[wolfsong]

...I'm not even sure why I have started this journal...And know I believe I have forgottten my reason to start...Was it to record my own thoughts on this life...Or was it to record my recent memories...?

Has life ever been this confusing...Ever since I first arrived at this school...Or ever since I first began to exist? I wonder when I will be able to show any emotion...Without having to shatter like glass...I don't even remember anymore about why I have to wear this mask...

Why do I always feel broken?

[wolfsong]

Wow...I am sure am faithful to thee journal. Just look at the date, it's been over a month since I started thee. Why when did I go Old Medieval on everyone? It's not like someone is reading this thing after i'm wrote in it...Or are they?

Oh who am I kidding? I'm writing in this thing as if this thing is a person! I must be going crazy...Oh well, can't be crazier than the antics of my classmates and the other students. To no offense.

[wolfsong]

Blah blah blah blah blah...Why can't I understand my own professors these days? And now I have to take care of this plant for Herbology cuz it's required for the finals! Oh well. Boredom will kill me before the plant dies of normalcy. Just joking.

[wolfsong]

Boredooom....I'm sorry but I am really bored at the moment so I decided to write in this thing. And when I checked the date when I last wrote in this...Wow...I sure can keep track of this.

It's really getting lonely though...Most of the students in my Transfiguration class didn't even take notice of me, not even the professor, when I tripped over one the seat cushions after I had gotten startled by the room's bright redness...Well, it's not that bright but it's still enough to startle me. Oh well, at least it's not as bad when I had accidentally attend the beginner's divination class.

I wonder how my sister is doing back at Hope...?

[wolfsong]

Wow...Winter already. The lake looks beautiful from this high up in the Ravenclaw Common Room...It's practically all ice now so maybe I should skate on it tomorrow...Yeah I should skate tomorrow, it has been forever since I skated. Just hope the ice is thick enough for skating though...That would probably the end of me if the ice collapsed on me since I can't swim. Not my fault that the lakes in Hope are completely frozen!

~Selena