Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Body Count [S.B]

[Professor Sebastiania Bouvier]

[Professor Sebastiania Bouvier]

December 12, 2007

I'm dreadfully worried about Lysander. Thinking about the whole situation makes me sad. I wish he were here with me so I know he's okay and not moping around the school. I can't even imagine what he's going through right now. I hope he's doing well.

His mother died while I was away with my folks. He went off too to visit her I guess. I had no idea his mother was even sick. I just didn't see that coming. I really don't know what to do; even though there isn't much I can do.

I still have this "crush" on him. I don't know how to stop it. I normally don't even go for guys like Lysander at all. I like the ones with a bit of color in their cheeks and kind of medium built. Y'know? But Lysander is just...cute. He has really pretty eyes. They're green.

Omfg. Lysander drew me a picture of Deme, me, and him for my birthday! It's so amazing. I wish I had another camera. My other one broke. [Lysander claims he broke it with his face when I took a picture of him. I told him he would show up in the film.] But anyway. The picture is colored and signed! I have it in a frame. =]

I think I should get over him. I know we'll never go out. We're just friends and I'm going to leave it at that. I really don't want to ruin our relationship as rocky as it is. I just don't want him to think I'm coming on too strong or push him away or something.

I'm going to go write a letter to Sander to see how he's holding up. Maybe tomorrow we'll hang out. Deme, me, and him need to go for a walk or something.

So Long & Good Night,
Sebastiania Bouvier

[Told you he was gorgeous.]

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