you'll see my name in neon lights. ♥

[lottie]

Property of
Charlotte Faye Bryer
Turn back now, or forever be doomed.

[lottie]

October 26th, 2007

I've just noticed now that my writing is very small. Oh well. It's not like anyone needs to read what I'm writing in my journal, right? I'll just write bigger for assignments and stuff I need to hand in. No big deal. c:

Anywho, so far, school is... okay. I haven't seen much of Holland, though. Just when we were on the train. I met someone though. His name is Brent. He seemed nice. Yet, since seeing him at the Ice Cream Parlour, I haven't hung out or met with anyone else.

Pretty disappointing. Oh well. I'll just draw and stuff. Maybe I'll meet people this term, though. After all, I'm going to classes and stuff, so I might find someone there. Plus, I think I'm actually going to sign up for the school dance. I feel sort of pathetic signing up to get a date instead of someone asking me, but oh well. Lots of people do it - even Holly! I saw his name there, and a girl already decided to go with him.

See, I knew he'd get a hundred dates in a month. The girl to boy ratio here is a big difference. All the guys are already taken for the sole fact that there are so few of them. Weird.

Anyways, I guess I'll go sign-up for my classes and a date now. I hope someone decides to go with me. I'm not desperate, but it would sure boost my self-esteem.

Cheers!

Love,

Lottie

[lottie]

October 31st, 2007

I did it. I signed up to get a date. And guess what? Someone actually signed up to go with me. His name is Thomas Valentine. He's a Slytherin. I've never met him before, and he's never met me. I'm so very nervous. What if he doesn't like me? What if he's mean? But a mean person wouldn't want to go to a ball, would they? No, no.

Anyways, the ball is tonight. I'm dressing as a Grecian goddess. Classy, yeah? I think it's ace. Better then wearing a skimpy little devil costume or something. Honestly, some girls need to have a bit more respect for themselves.

I guess I better get ready now. Wish me luck, even though you're just a diary, and you can't speak.

I'll write back telling about how it all went.

Love,

Lottie

[lottie]

November 17th, 2007

Okay, so the ball was pretty awesome. I think Thomas liked my outfit. I think he respected me for wearing something so beautiful and classy. Anyways, he seemed a bit... hm. What's the word? Well, he certainly didn't show his emotions too much. But I'd be interested in getting to know him better. I feel like I could help him open up.

Anyways, yeah. So I was tired after the ball and forgot to write in about that. But more has been going on lately. I met a guy that I think is simply brill. His name is Chatwin Menai. He sits with me in classes, and one day he even moved all of his stuff from sitting with a big group of girls to sit with me! That made me feel special. And he even kissed my hand when we met. He's very sweet and gentlemanly. I really hope to get to know him better.

Oh, and someone told me that both Thomas and Brendan left the school. That makes me sad, as I really liked the two of them. But I hope they're both happy wherever they are. I really do.

Love,

Lottie