Painted by numbers ♥

[cateline]

Dear Diary,

Look what I just found in the mail; [Or however we should call our owl post] it's a diary! I've always wanted to write one and now I got this from my parents =] It's a great gift because now I've got a place to put my thoughts! I hope I'm not going to scare you because my thoughts can be really weird sometimes! Don't say I didn't warn you.

I couldn't act like you, but I can love like you do

Why is it possible to be in a school with so many people, and still feel as if you're all alone? Maybe I don't only feel as if I'm alone, but I actually

am alone.

I love this school, but it's different then I immagined it to be. The classes are really strange as we're with too many people in one class. (Or at least that's what I think) You don't really get any personal attention and it's very difficult to listen to the teacher as there is always somebody interupting the class. I can't wait to be in a higher year. At least, if people in higher years pay some more attention.

It's not a question or an answer, but it will change your mind
I suppose that once the classes aren't that full anymore, I can start finding some friends. Until then I'll just keep wondering were Helena went. I do miss her...

But I won't complain, I still love it here. Despite the fact that I have to have breakfast, lunch ánd dinner all alone..

With Love, Cateline ♥[/font][/color][/blockquote]

[cateline]

Dear Diary,

Omfg! America is awesome! I had such a fantastic time there during the break. They've got the coolest clothing shops over there. I could barely close my trunk when we went home. I've seen so much and it was warm and the sun was shining every day, it was like heaven. Berber and I swam everyday. And everyday it was in a different pool since we traveled from hotel to hotel. One of the hotels even had an air-hockey table. The coolest invention ever! I'm the worst air-hockey player you've ever seen, but it was great fun. They should get one for the muggle electronics room.

We're not living in America,
But we're not sorry
I knew there was something that we never had,
But we don't worry
Or do we?

Anyways, when I got back home there was a surprise waiting for me. It wasn't really a cool one. I got held back! Nooo x.O I knew I should have studied harder. But ok, it's too late to regret it now, we can't change it so it would be a waist of time. I'm going to make sure that this time I will pass! I wasn't planning on doing the first year over and over again.

I learned my way
I'm living for something now


I still don't have many friends. I guess it's my destiny to sit alone at the Mihael table. I don't know why nobody wants to talk to me, they don't even know me so how could they know I'm not cool enough. Well I suppose it's meant to be like this, at least I do have a date for the dance.

I'm really excited, my costume is the greatest! Can't wait to wear it. It's too bad that I wasn't asked in person, but I got my date from the sign up list. Anyways, I have a date, so I should be celebrating and not complaining. I'm sure I'll have a great time.

Catch up with you later!

With Love, Cateline

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