Inside I'm Screaming ~ Josie Felling

[josie]

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me".
Erma Bombeck

The Most Inner Thoughts Of Josephyne Cheryl Felling - If found please return to Hufflepuff Common Room

[josie]

Oct 1st 2007

Dear Diary

I write this to you from the comfort of my new common room. I realise I started school, oh my 16 days ago, doesn't time fly =) but you must understand how shell shocked I am.

This place is amazing I cant believe I am finally here after hearing all the stories this is where I go to school. For now it is still school although one day I presume to call it home.

I'm still getting used to not knowing everyone I meet, having to get up to go to classes and the odd sense of freedom being away from two nosy brothers causes. Although I do miss them, but you would have never came about had I still been at home, prying eyes and all that!!!!!

I do love it here, even the classes are enjoyable although I cant promise to still feel this way in a few months time =) I have yet to make some great friends but good friends are coming about and adventures are promised.

There is a Forbidden Forest and a Lake with a giant 'playful' squid. A maze that holds questionable creatures and out of bounds areas. Adventures are a must . . . . well you do, don't you!!!

I'm in Hufflepuff did I mention that?

Where they are just and loyal,
Those patient Hufflepuffs are true
And unafraid of toil

Josie Felling . . . . Hufflepuff . . . . I think so =)

I haven't really got anything interesting to say to you so this is just a ramble, I felt I should use you though as Dad went to the trouble of sending you to me.

I shall write again when my life becomes more exciting =)

For Now

Josie Felling

Hufflepuff First Year

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[josie]

Nov 5th 2007

Dear Diary

Wow it really has been a while and for that I apologise. It's been all go here and I have barely found time to breath let alone write down the intricate details of my life.

But I'll try and catch you up best I can.

I've been meeting, as promised, many interesting people none I would call close friends but some I hope to one day.

If I'm honest I don't always feel like I belong here, I sometimes think I should have just gone to Beauxbatons like Dad wanted me to. I'd transfer but Hogwarts feels like home now. I think I just need to meet more people feel like a part of something. Thats why I tried out for the Quidditch Team and took on every class I could think of. I guess everyone feels like that at some point though don't they.

Classes aren't too bad although I really need to work on my time keeping, I don't think I have been on time for a single lesson, thats bad isn't it. Yes. I've even lost points in one lesson which was really embarrassing. So Focus is still the main goal, that and make some proper friends.

I passed first year. I'm a second year now. =)

And I'm Chaser on the Hufflepuff Quidditch Team, we haven't had a game yet but we've had a few practices. The team is being filled as we speak and hopefully we'll be airborne very VERY soon.

We're having a Halloween Ball, I bought a beautiful green dress but I don't know if I'm going to go, no ones asked me and I know that that isn't any reason not to go but I don't know what to do when I turn up alone. Silly thoughts I know but a worry none the less.

I think thats all.

Oh Dads getting remarried, did I mention that? No I'm just as surprised. I think she has a family. He didn't really explain anything to me just threw it in at the end of a letter he sent me a few days ago.

His exact words were . . . .

"I've met someone Josephyne, I just know you'll love her as much as I do. It's like I've known her all my life we have such a connection. She's melted in to my life like she was made for it. I cant wait for you to meet her."

Ha love her LOVE her he's known her what 10 minutes?

He was asking about how hard it was to fit in to school and everything things that made me think she has a couple of Brats that will be joining me soon. Just what I need.

Now I think thats all

Until Next Time

Josie Felling

Hufflepuff First Year
Second Year

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