Post by Hermione Chambers on Sept 3, 2007 1:20:21 GMT -5
September 3, 2007
You know, I don't really believe in journals so I have no idea why I'm writing in this thing at all. I guess it's because the mediwitch I got sent to for grief counseling suggested it would be good for me. Afterall, you can't have any aurors just going nuts whenever they please and I guess I'm a prime candidate considering it's just been over 2 months since I lost Josh. Not to mention my penchant for not being careful lately. You'd almost think the mediwitch thought I was suicidal or something. Whatever.
So, I'm supposed to chronicle my day, hmm? I guess it'd be easier if it was like I was telling someone, so from now on, I'll write to Josh. Maybe he'll be able to read this from up there. He'd love to know what was going on.
Dear Josh,
It's been 2 months and 2 days since you left this plane to exist up in the stars. I've missed you love. Things just aren't the same around here without you. Life just doesn't seem to have as much meaning in it anymore. But I know you want me to be happy so I'll try to live for you.
I'm sad to say, but Straw doesn't seem to be doing any better. I haven't talked to him much, but I did see him last week. He came by our flat to check on me as he does occasionally. I haven't been a good friend lately though I'm hoping to change that soon. Kat came back from what I hear though. I saw her and Kelly Evans briefly while I was checking my mail this morning, though I doubt they saw me, even if I'm wearing a brace at the moment.
Yeah, about that. Sorry, I haven't been taking many precautions lately and it's gotten me into a bit of trouble. Longbottom has me on desk duty for now and that suggestion to visit the mediwitch has now become an order so I see her at least 2 or 3 times a week now. I guess they'd hoped that it would only take a month for me to get over you so they've been disappointed to see that I'm still struggling to figure out where I belong without you.
Sorry, that's rather depressing isn't it? Let me tell you about my day then. I woke up like normal, showered and dressed and went into the office where I got ordered to desk duty again. Around 11am, I popped up to Hogwarts to teach my class and that went as well as could be for someone that doesn't have as much mobility as me. I hung around till about 2pm before I headed back into the auror department and got to work on all those files in my office. Which I should mention, they gave me a bigger space since they're thinking about moving me to training for a while in hopes that I won't get injured not being careful. So, I got more space to put more files. Oliverius didn't seem to be too happy that I'm possibly invading his territory for the time being.
I went home about 5pm and that's where I find myself now, writing this to you. The flat really is a bit of a mess since I've been gone a lot this last month. It's a little irksome, perhaps I'll clean up a bit so that you can have a laugh watching me. I probably should go out and get some groceries as well. Afterall, I do need to get out of our flat sometimes, no? Maybe I'll even go see Straw next door or even upstairs to see what Kelly and Kat have gotten into.
With Love,
Hermione.
You know, I don't really believe in journals so I have no idea why I'm writing in this thing at all. I guess it's because the mediwitch I got sent to for grief counseling suggested it would be good for me. Afterall, you can't have any aurors just going nuts whenever they please and I guess I'm a prime candidate considering it's just been over 2 months since I lost Josh. Not to mention my penchant for not being careful lately. You'd almost think the mediwitch thought I was suicidal or something. Whatever.
So, I'm supposed to chronicle my day, hmm? I guess it'd be easier if it was like I was telling someone, so from now on, I'll write to Josh. Maybe he'll be able to read this from up there. He'd love to know what was going on.
Dear Josh,
It's been 2 months and 2 days since you left this plane to exist up in the stars. I've missed you love. Things just aren't the same around here without you. Life just doesn't seem to have as much meaning in it anymore. But I know you want me to be happy so I'll try to live for you.
I'm sad to say, but Straw doesn't seem to be doing any better. I haven't talked to him much, but I did see him last week. He came by our flat to check on me as he does occasionally. I haven't been a good friend lately though I'm hoping to change that soon. Kat came back from what I hear though. I saw her and Kelly Evans briefly while I was checking my mail this morning, though I doubt they saw me, even if I'm wearing a brace at the moment.
Yeah, about that. Sorry, I haven't been taking many precautions lately and it's gotten me into a bit of trouble. Longbottom has me on desk duty for now and that suggestion to visit the mediwitch has now become an order so I see her at least 2 or 3 times a week now. I guess they'd hoped that it would only take a month for me to get over you so they've been disappointed to see that I'm still struggling to figure out where I belong without you.
Sorry, that's rather depressing isn't it? Let me tell you about my day then. I woke up like normal, showered and dressed and went into the office where I got ordered to desk duty again. Around 11am, I popped up to Hogwarts to teach my class and that went as well as could be for someone that doesn't have as much mobility as me. I hung around till about 2pm before I headed back into the auror department and got to work on all those files in my office. Which I should mention, they gave me a bigger space since they're thinking about moving me to training for a while in hopes that I won't get injured not being careful. So, I got more space to put more files. Oliverius didn't seem to be too happy that I'm possibly invading his territory for the time being.
I went home about 5pm and that's where I find myself now, writing this to you. The flat really is a bit of a mess since I've been gone a lot this last month. It's a little irksome, perhaps I'll clean up a bit so that you can have a laugh watching me. I probably should go out and get some groceries as well. Afterall, I do need to get out of our flat sometimes, no? Maybe I'll even go see Straw next door or even upstairs to see what Kelly and Kat have gotten into.
With Love,
Hermione.
