Post by americaneagle14 on Jun 6, 2007 18:48:20 GMT -5
Entry 1
June 6th, 2007
Insomnia
From the title of what I'm about to write, there isn't much to say. Obviously, my insomnia has been kicking in. I think in the past few days I've only gotten probably two to three hours of sleep. This can't be a good thing. Whenever I do sleep I get nightmares, so I never really get any rest. I think I should start going to the nurse for a potion or something to help me out.
I'm getting stressed out mostly by the fact that I can't sleep. And because I'm stressed, I can't go to sleep because my brain won't calm down. It's a vicious cycle, and I don't know how to get it to stop. I swear, I'm going to go insane if I can't sleep tonight. It's horrible trying to sleep in a dormitory full of other snoring people, left to my thoughts and an overactive cat.
The nightmares aren't helping either. They keep me from actually wanting to sleep. I don't understand why I can't just have a dreamless sleep like normal people. This can't be good for my attending classes, either. I end up nodding off during class and I can barely pay attention to the majority in the first place.
My nightmares are all the same, too. I could understand if they were different little twisted fantasies each time, but they never differ! I can't deal with it anymore. I had to deal with it a year ago, I don't understand why my mind insists on bringing it up over and over when all I want to do is just forget. I feel worthless.
Ugh... Well, I think that's all I have to put down for now. I might have to go patrol again tonight... At least I'll have something to do since I won't sleep.
-- Monica
June 6th, 2007
Insomnia
From the title of what I'm about to write, there isn't much to say. Obviously, my insomnia has been kicking in. I think in the past few days I've only gotten probably two to three hours of sleep. This can't be a good thing. Whenever I do sleep I get nightmares, so I never really get any rest. I think I should start going to the nurse for a potion or something to help me out.
I'm getting stressed out mostly by the fact that I can't sleep. And because I'm stressed, I can't go to sleep because my brain won't calm down. It's a vicious cycle, and I don't know how to get it to stop. I swear, I'm going to go insane if I can't sleep tonight. It's horrible trying to sleep in a dormitory full of other snoring people, left to my thoughts and an overactive cat.
The nightmares aren't helping either. They keep me from actually wanting to sleep. I don't understand why I can't just have a dreamless sleep like normal people. This can't be good for my attending classes, either. I end up nodding off during class and I can barely pay attention to the majority in the first place.
My nightmares are all the same, too. I could understand if they were different little twisted fantasies each time, but they never differ! I can't deal with it anymore. I had to deal with it a year ago, I don't understand why my mind insists on bringing it up over and over when all I want to do is just forget. I feel worthless.
Ugh... Well, I think that's all I have to put down for now. I might have to go patrol again tonight... At least I'll have something to do since I won't sleep.
-- Monica