insincerely yours;

[Hayden Danes]

Hello, and welcome to my journal.
If I haven't personally given you permission to read this,
I'm afraid I'm probably going to have to kill you.

[Hayden Danes]

Confusing. Girls are confusing. This wasn't something he was new in knowing, but every time they confused him, it hit him just the same. Why did guys and girls have to speak two different versions of the same languages? Sometimes I feel like kicking myself.

Anyways, I digress. Hogwarts is... interesting. I've met some cool people, and think I've made a few friends, but we'll see how that goes. It's just as often that poison masquerades itself as harmless that something is actually harmless. Danger comes in many shapes.

I can't wait for term to start after the break, so I can get back into routine. It's nice to have a routine, keeps things simple in a complex world.

I don't know. I just need structure.
Little help, world?

Unsatisfyingly, Hayden.

[Hayden Danes]

Wow. What a day.

Talk about a complete 180*. Yesterday I was blah, and today, I couldn't be happier.
I met her

[/b][/u][/URL]. The one. She completes me.
You have no idea how I feel right now. For the first time in my life, being complete.
It's like someone injected me with pure happy.

Wow.
How am I this lucky?[/blockquote]

Completely,
Hayden.

[Hayden Danes]

So;

I just woke up, and had to write in this thing before I rolled over and went back to sleep.

Great night with O', connected with her like I have no one else.
It kind of hurt, leaving her, I think my heart might have skipped a beat, and still hasn't recovered.
On a side note, pretty sure by the time I get out of bed, the whole school will know.
Gonna be some funny expressions as we walk through the halls....

Can't wait.

[/b][/i][/blockquote]

Happily,
Hayden. <3

[Hayden Danes]

Dear Journal;

Can't sleep, my mind is going a thousand miles a minute and I can't catch up long enough to shut it off. I lay here in bed, and wait for... Merlin knows what. Three hours of this so far, and I'm fairly sure it's going to turn into a lot more than that before I give up. Effing sleep.

So, let us talk a little about some things, hmm? How about the fact that I, with the help of my new French-Speaking friend Sherri found the Room of Requirement, and pretty much took advantage. That was pretty fun. Went in empty handed and came out with a stomach full of three bowls of ice cream, some prank supplies, and some other miscellaneous stuff. It was pretty damn cool, and now that I know where it is, I expect to visit regularly.

Also, O' and I were hanging in the Great Hall 'round lunch, and I ended up nailing a fellow Ravenclaw in the forehead with an apple. It was pretty epic, especially since he deserved it. Wasting cheesecake like that, what a goblinlicker.

Anyways, this hasn't seemed to help any, so i'm not going to waste anymore time that I could be sleeping twiddling my thumbs on it.

insominally;
Hayden.
xo

[Hayden Danes]

Dear Journal, you piece of junk;

Could my life be any more awkward?
I feel so... used. I feel like one of those dogs you see rich muggles carrying. I'm there to do something for them, and when I can't be there, they get pissed off and throw a hissy fit.

Or maybe I'm the thrown object.
Ugh, eff my life.
Why can't things move along rationally?
Why must life be such an uphill battle against an immovable object?

Someone wake me from this stupor.
Hot me with a bludger bat or something.
Ugh.

yours, unhappily,
Hayden[/b]

[Hayden Danes]

[shadow=red,left,300]Dear Journal;[/shadow]

It's been a while since I've picked you up and written in you, and yet I still feel my previous mages to be somewhat of a traitor to my life, so...

Hayden proceeds to rip pages 2-5 out of the journal, erasing the 16th of April to the 12th of May from his life, and tucking the pages into the back of the book

Ah, that's better, ridding myself of bad memories, make's me feel better and junk.
Anyways, just thought I'd update on my life.

What to tell, hmm? I'm getting frustrated about Chelsea, the walls she'd put up have so many layers, I'm not sure if I'll ever break myself through. As for classes, they're going decent, though being introductory, they are quite boring to say the least. Other than that, things seem to be running fairly normally.

's a shame really. I could use some excitement.

Wishfully thinking,
Hayden.
xo