`mad as rabbits

[`friday augustine ross]

Come save me from walking off a windowsill or I'll sleep in the rain.
Don't you remember when I was a bird and you were a map?

Property of,

if you're reading this, you're in big trouble
so PUT IT DOWN! or i'll eat your face
xP

[`friday augustine ross]

time: 9:23 PM
location: common room
music: plus 44

dear journal,

i have just gotten to this school. it's really odd if you ask me. you would have thought that since it's my first time i wouldn't be so confused (because i was hoping that someone might help me along the way). but there was no help, nada. at the school, students get sorted into what they call "houses". it's like your homeroom or something i guess. i don't really know. i don't really pay attention to these kinds of things. anyway, i just got sorted into 'mihael'. i dont really know what that means. i heard some things about people from other houses, but not really much about my house cause i kinda zoned out after people talked about the house called 'hufflepuff' or something like that. anyway after i got sorted, i just went to my 'house room' and then began unpacking. i haven't really met anyone here (as in talked to anyone here). i haven't gone to classes yet, although i suppose that i should have. maybe tomorrow or something. i seriously need some time to myself. besides, i gotta smoke. i feel like im going to go crazy if i dont do it now. so i'll leave you alone for now and talk later. you'll find me smoking if you're looking for me.
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I'll hide it away so no one ever knows

[`friday augustine ross]

time: 12:19 AM
location: dorm
music: mayday parade

dear journal,

much has happened since i've last written, obviously. but you wouldn't really know that would you? anyway, i attended some of my classes. aren't you glad about that? surely mother and father would be proud. pfft, like i care. what else..? well unfortunately i haven't dont much exploration around. i have more places to visit, and hopefully i'll go in an adventure. how great would that be? you would have thought that in a place like this you would actually have adventures on a daily basis but it is like a regular school (except you get a wan, and you have owls and other creatures running around). sometimes i can't really help but wonder if im actually awake here. i wonder if anyone else have that feeling.
anyway, i met one person out of my whole time here (again, meaning talked to(. her name is chelsea. she seems pretty cool. isn't it odd though that i met her when i was just getting ready to smoke? well, not really. but again, whatever. i really have nothing else to say. maybe i am that boring.
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Am I just another scene from a movie

[`friday augustine ross]

time: 1:38 AM
location: dorm
music: none

dear journal,

i guess there's one thing i should say about how things has been going: boring. truly, it has been. i haven't done anything much interesting. i think that i should visit random locations at the castle. maybe i should walk around and wish to be someplace else so interesting that maybe, just maybe, that place, a private one of that, would appear via room of requirements. surely, if i wished for something bad enough that secret room would show for me? but then, i guess i should have a map of the school, put a cover over my eyes and start picking locations i could visit. or maybe i shall find a random person and follow them around? how weird would that be, and awkward at the same time. i am no stalker for the matter, but thinking about that person's reaction would surely be something to laugh about. make someone feel paranoid? how cruel to their part, but fun for me. i shall do something interesting soon, but what that may be is something that i must think about. i really need to find some friends, or else i would just end up scaring the heck out of someone random (that is, if i ever follow one or more of my crazy plans. or maybe i would do one or two of them with someone else. that would surely be fun).

please, don't think that i'm a bad person. i'm merely a teenager trying to have fun out of something, random? surely you do not think that i'm an immature girl? surely you do not despise me? well, i would do something crazy, but i'll tell you when i do it and what i did. just don't think that i'm some psycho because you asked for it (even though what i do or say to you is not a choice you make. i make it since i'm the one that have this pen)
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we sing ourselves to sleep watching the day lie down instead